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welcome! sit back, and i'll love you forever♥ navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively	Rabu, 23 Juli 2008, 03.03 Mood: Not so good Listening to: Reach - Eyes Set To Kill, I Put The "Metro" In Metronome - Cute Is What We Aim For IVE BEEN IGNORING MY BLOG SINCE LIKE, FOREVER? Forgive me for being so lazy. So um, I was in Europe for two weeks but the rest... Told ya I'm too lazy. Well, I had fun in Europe, I visited lotta places, I was planning to make posts about my trip but I'm not in the mood for it. I'm up for something different. I passed grade 8! And now, I'm in 9A. I miss 8C, like hell, but 9A is pretty good too, but 8C is........ indescribable. If we could be in one class for just a whole week, I promise I'd be good to everyone! But, we're gonna be having that pot luck party in weeks, awwww, cant wait :D So, this is what I'm up to. New school year, new classmates, new this, new that, and blah blah. But something has not changed. It's this thing that I've been admiring since November last year. This thing, it's like, a public secret, trust me. But then, seeing conditions in present, I've decided that I'm going to keep this more private so that it wouldn't be obvious. You might think that I'm taking this this way too seriously, BUT, if you were me, you'd do the exact same thing I believe. I've put Reach on repeat for days. Out of nowhere the song popped out and I read through the lines. Great. Exact same condition. I still remember her quotes: "you'll get your chance, trust me." I believe that. I've been keeping this very private lately, I've talked to few people and they listened well, thanks to the four of you, you know who you are :) One of them said very nice things and I believe those words, some cheered me up and again, thanks :) I've been trying to quit. But isn't it obvious that I've been failing too? ____, surrounded by everything that seem to be so perfect, is what I've been dreaming of for months, pathetic isn't it? I can never get this over with. They told me to cut it out, believe me, I tried. I was very confident at first that everything seemed to went on pretty well, then something came out from someone and it hit me so hard I decided to give up. It's for my own good I guess. It's so perfect I don't think I belong there. It is there though, in front of me, but it's just not for me. Maybe not now? We'll see. I talked to one of my best friend who knows me very well yesterday, this person, have known me since I was in year 7 and since grade 8 we became close and this person is a great friend. Let's call this person A. A said I should not give up, A believes that I'll get it somehow. I just can't figure out the end, when will it come and how will it be. Seriously. I realized what I've been doing for months and I feel like an imbecile. Is this all worth it? Will it worth the wait? I gotta get used to this, I'll keep trying. And... If you read this, well umm, really I don't know what to say, not a word. Have a good one everybody, you know I love you :)		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. zaneta amelia. 15, young and expressive. single, and not looking. a huge fan of heroes and jack barakat spends most of the times browsing new tunes to listen to prefers cold rainy days than hot sunny days emotional, but is good in giving advices. enjoys nice stupid long talks my mood lightens up whenever i press genius and start with the maine's everything i ask for sleeping in, hot chocolates, and movies. being a kid, i had this obsession to be chun li! later on, owning a themepark seems more tempting. i dont do links for myself. ask for my msn, aim, facebook, myspace, twitter, buzznet let's talk :)		partnersincrime Alika AchaXandra Ega Janice Hanna Rani Ica Laras Udel Tewe Mita backtoyesterday + Mood: Sick in the head :/Listening to: Cute Is Wha... + Mood: Random Listening to: ALEXA; All Time Low L... + I CUT MY HAIR!!!Hahaha yea rite. I kinda regret it... + Farewell :') + FUCKING FUCKED + The Hwa Chongs! + Dealing with the writer :] + Hello :-) Okay, this is my first post and I don't ... wheni'mgone + Oktober 2007 + Mei 2008 + Juni 2008 + Juli 2008 + September 2008 + Oktober 2008 + November 2008 + Desember 2008 + Januari 2009 + Februari 2009 + Maret 2009 + April 2009 + Mei 2009 + Juni 2009 + Juli 2009 + Agustus 2009		theventingmachine