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welcome! sit back, and i'll love you forever♥ navigations are the fours lines of lyrics. they are profile, entries, tagboard and links navigations respectively	Minggu, 31 Mei 2009, 07.51 "JASK" :) I've never known such guy like you before. You own the best smile, I swear. It's not like we're having something or what, and I'm so damn happy about it. Thank you for being REALLY helpful :) PS; I want to see you : ( , 06.46 Birthdays HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, BANGWEN! so old laah, gak deng ahaha, happy birthday ya bang! semoga makin makin semua yg baik2x :) eh ini banyak abis loh yg abis ulg tahun, happy birthday to these people: UDEL CAPULET, ELOYS, KAK DEWI, NADIRA! semoga kalian semua yg ulg tahun tambah yg baik2x aja juga semuanya ya, amin amin amin! exam week's been tiring, really tiring. but then, PCD's concert is on the last day of exam :) i'll write more asap PS; SCREW GAYKEN :& Rabu, 27 Mei 2009, 07.29 Lambert, I love you man. Kris won... Gimana dong, gue suka Adam since dia audisi pertama kali begitu ngeliat langsung sukaaaaa banget gitu kan, tp yaudah lah, gue juga nggk gasuka Kris kok, but I was hoping yang menang Adam aja : ( Y tuh kenapa ya? Panjang umur. Tadi lagi diomongin tiba2x namanya muncul, terus barusan mau nulis ini, orangnya online -_-" libur bentar lagi, AHEIIAHEIHIHAIHIEHIEHIHE SENENG bbf season 2 kelamaan, korean fever is everywhere yes next week PCD asik asik BARAKAT IS SO DAMN FUNNY, "FUCK! I NEVER WASHED THE CONDITIONER OUT OF MY HAIR! FUCK!"<3 last but not least, i dont care about how fucked up things are just now, but one thing i know for sure, i'd rather not tell stories to anyone, i'd rather keep them to myself rather than having to find another bestfriends other than you two guys, i love you :) Selasa, 26 Mei 2009, 08.57 HAPPY FIFTEENTH EGAIBBBBB♥♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EGAIB!!! emang anjing lo ga mau nangis gue baca post lo T_T (yang mau baca; nih) panjang umur + cepet tinggi ya ega!!! semua birthday wishes silahkan dibaca ulang NYEEIHIEHFHIEHIHEIHEIE terus.... dari ega kenapa jadi kim bum? kenapa kek. orang gua suka :p masa tadi gue promosi bbf ke mama gua, eh dia awalnya kayak ogah2xan lama2x... doi ikut nonton coy -_- (budi anduk style) oiya yg baca blog gue... sabya kalo nanti banyak fotonya kim bum, drpd gue post fotonya si ji hoo (gk pernah hafal nama aslinya) ya pokoknya gitu lah, besok exam IT sm bahasa, doain plis, night! <3 Senin, 25 Mei 2009, 06.08 0_0 0_0 0_0 Ini yang liat post ini, responnya bakal ada yang 1.) EW ANOTHER ASIAN GAY kalo nggk 2.) AHHHHHHH KIM BUM!!!!!!!!!!!! Gila diliat dari samping aja bagus banget, gak ngerti deh T_T Bbf belakangan kan banyak banget gitu ya yg nonton, pada BBFEVER (.....................?) terus banyak yg suka yi jung sm jun pyo, tp gue bener2x gk ngerti deh yg suka ji hoo (sok2x orange biat matching ama rambutnya) Pas episode 25 itu, scene terakhir yg di pantai, kan mereka pas ngadep ke sunset di shoot satu2x, awalnya jun pyo terus jan di, gila itu keren kan gue sampe bengong, pas tiba2x... mukanya ji hoo pake kacamata dengan rambutnya itu.... ketawa gue langsung. Eh iya, jadi kenapa gue tb2x nge post soal kim bum, ya karena gue emang suka aja gitu, tp juga karena, kan emg kim bum bnyk bgt ya yang suka, yaudah sih gpp drpd pada gk suka sama dia, terus tiba2x... ada satu orang yg gue gk suka eh dia suka juga sama kim bum, ya gk penting sih, cuman gue gak suka aja KWKWKWKW. Abisnya gimana dong, masa selera gue sama terus sama dia? HAHWAHW INI OBVIOUS ABIS, KALO BACA PLIS JGN MARAH Sedikit gila, gue lg agak hyper krn besok exam science trs gue lumayan takut, okedeh, byebye Sabtu, 23 Mei 2009, 02.50 Cause if I were to choose between you and her, I'd pick... him. Mood: calm Listening to: Libella Swing The previous week, I've been too excited in updating my blog, but then, I got bored. Well, so, many things happened this week, but for me, Romeo & Juliet's the highlight of the week, I mean, we put hell a lot of efforts preparing the play, and it was an epic success! Thank you, for each of you who contributed in the play, I really had fun :) Next week's exam week, and I'm nowhere near ready. I'll just cross my finger and pray T_T Oh and, I've been watching boys before flowers :p Where are you going tonight? My house is almost empty since my parents and my brother is away, I miss them :( And as for the title, if you're a girl, you should fight, do everything so that the sentence won't be coming out from your bestfriend's mouth. I'm really scared. Jumat, 15 Mei 2009, 08.49 Things I've been wanting to say. I think it's ruined now. Mood: mad Listening to: - The best thing that happened this week was uhm, I watched xmen with my brothers, the rest was :\| This is what you get when you're too busy saying that you're not important and that there are other people out there who have bigger problems and you should just ignore yours and listen to them, let me tell you what will happen, you're gonna be treated like junk. I'm not telling you to care less, I'm just saying, if you think of yourself as some insignificant object, then an insignificant object you are then. Listen to people, but listen to yourself, I'm saying all of these cause my close friend wont listen to me no matter what. I'm so done with being fooled, OKAY?! These past weeks, my mood's been swinging like crazy, and I've never said this out loud, but honestly, for the time being, I can't pretend as if nothing happened. I really am sorry. But I told you earlier that I won't be watching you guys like I did before, CAUSE I REALLY AM SO FUCKING SICK, OKAY? NOW DONT BOTHER ASKING ME ABOUT THIS, DONT BRING THIS UP, CAUSE I WONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY. Right, sorry. I'm just so pissed, it hurts when the ones you love see dont listen to you, and it hurts even more when they lie, when you know that they're lying but they wont tell you while actually you've been knowing all along. I don't like how this is going to sound, but, I think everything's ruined now. I'm so over being the one who always talk and bring things up everythime something goes wrong. If this is IT, let me know. So much for an endless friendship, huh? PS; i love you too much, but I can't stand this anymore. Rabu, 13 Mei 2009, 09.30 MY OWN I have my own reasons why I put this picture. Goodbye old friend, goodbye, goodnight. I'll move on, you'll call it fate,I'll call it karma. We had our time, it was fun while it lasted. I'll look back, with honor and no regrets. I won't be mad, won't feel bad. These memories will never leave me. Don't be sad cause life goes on. It's getting too late, tomorrow is here. Call It Karma - Silverstein I don't say this that much, but right now, I want a boyfriend :( It all started since the exception I made cause I saw i, I know I said all those stuffs about trauma but this one's different As corny as this may sound... I want to be in love. Senin, 11 Mei 2009, 23.18 Another IT class Mood: hysteric Listening to: nothing Tuesday's IT class, di sebelah gue lg ada Ega Udel Rani sama Naila, terus... gua sama Naila drtd lumayan histeris liat foto2xnya Joe Sandy (gk deng, Milo Ventimiglia, tp Joe Sandy GANTENG) Oke, so, after school, 9A 9B ada drama practice ya, sampe jam 4 T_T terus abis itu gue ke dokter gigi dan pulangnya PASTI macet = malessss. Dan pinternya, I left my wallet at home, jadi nanti pinjem dari suj suj dulu. Eh yang suka Paramore siapa? Cause i've got a story to tell, tp itu related sama salah satu lagunya Paramore. So, like, two months ago, I was listening to Paramore, I put the shuffle on and this song came up. I was bored so I sang along, and there were lines that I dedicated to this particular guy (who I liked back then) Look, I swear, I was just kidding, gue bener2x bercanda ngomongnya, I know itu parah and guess what... It really is happening. Last night masa gue mimpi ada that particular guy and... Ya gitu lah related semua, kata2x sama tanggalnya (yang gk ngerti tanya gua langsung -.-) Pokoknya all I'm trying to say is... I was just making it up, dont tell me this is happening for real cause gue bercanda -_-" PS; I'm so tired of all the conflicts between the three of us. Gue capek kita bertiga ada masalah terus. I really am sick with us cause lately there's been hell a lot of tensions everywhere. Sorry. Minggu, 10 Mei 2009, 07.34 Starting all over Listening to: The Get Sexy, Love Like This Mood: calm. If you're bored, then you should really read this post, cause this one's gonna be a long one, so.. yeah, keep on reading :p Right, so... I had a long weekend. Saturday morning which was kemaren, I had drama practice with several people at school, then me and alika went on with my house, then kama sutra, cause there was this event by anak2x FHUI held there, bang diga perform loh! <3 Terus after acaranya, I stayed the night there, and apparently hari ini bokap gue ulang tahun :) Jadi kayak sodara2x gue dateng gitu terus gue ke gereja terus skrg udah malem and I'm exhausted. Kan tadi gue blg, ini bakalan panjang postnya, jadi mending gue ceritain aja ya hari sabtu kmrn gimana, karena itu bener2x heaven banget. Gk nyangka aja gitu semuanya kejadian di hari yang sama. Setelah selama ini nama gue di hpnya alika NETA *, akhirnya kesampean juga ya lik :p So, we (me+alika) arrived di crowne plaza kayak jam 3an kurang, terus ketemu nyokap gue sm yasmine di kamar, terus ketemu bangwen sama ka astrid kan, terus kita jadi bareng gitu lah ber4 untuk lumayan lama, tp secara bangwen banyak acara, kita bertiga ditinggal2x gitu tp gpp lah ya. Abis itu, masuk kan ke kama sutranya, terus pas bang diga perform ya, gatau kenapa gue sukaaaaaa banget liat dia main drum, kayak, seneng aja gitu, bagus loh bang performancenya :D after bang diga perform, kita nonton berapa band lagi gitu terus rame2x makan dulu gitu kan, kayak lumayan sama sampe kita baru balik pas break abis maghrib. After we had dinner... Alika langsung balik gitu kan jam jam 8an apa ya lupa, terus udah kan balik tuh dia, abis dia balik, ada acha ka sandra camilla ka derrin ina athina, rame gitu kan kaget gua tp gpp karena seru dprd sendiri, terus kita masuk rame2x, nonton dulu, ada performer namanya endah & rhessa, kayak couple gitu, gila itu lucuuuu banget, cara ngomongnya sama lagu2xnya bagus tp gk nonton sampe abis krn pada mau makan, ka sandra sm ka derrin kayak gone wild karena kelaperan, akhirnya makan di poke sushi. Eh ternyata acha sm ina harus pulang gitu, athina sm camilla jg balik kan, padahal ya dari awal itu rencananya dateng mau nonton soulvibe, terus ujung2xnya yg nonton cuman gue ka sandra sama ka derrin, sisanya nggk -_- Pas soulvibe manggung..... RIO!!!!!!!!!! Gila ya, gue bener2x gk tenang nontonnya, ka sandra kayak sampe blg "net tenang tenang" berkali2x gitu, tp bener2x lucu banget rio AHHHH GUA SUKA oh and FYI, RIO MIRIP JOE SANDY, JADI GUA SUKA 2 2 NYA HAHAHA. Terus kan mmm nonton soulvibe ya heboh2x gitu, cuman penontonnya kurang heboh pas soulvibe, hebohan pas the sigit (iyalah, kalo ntn sv kyk ntn the sigit kan serem juga) terus abis sv gue naik ke kamar, trs blablabla dulu baru tidur, hari sabtu SELESAI.** Gila ya, kemaren tuh seneng banget gatau kenapa, ya tau sih, for some obvious reasons :p tp ya jgn over excited juga, ntar minggu depannya nangis2x kan gk lucu. Tapi ya, gimana ya, gitu lah, overall seru, ada hebohnya, sedihnya, apaan sih gua udah serasa sinetron apa. Ya pada intinya minggu ini lumayan seneng dibanding biasa2xnya KARENA I DAN A ITU KAYAK MALAIKAT YE MUKENYA LUCU2X BABYFACE GITU HAHAHA. Kan heboh sendiri gua, au bodo. Then, gue mau bilang, biarpun gue tau gue suka sama * jg gk bakal mungkin gimana2x, ya bukan ngarep apa gimana, tp gue seneng akhirnya bisa suka sama orang lain setelah suka sama orang yg sama for like satu stengah taun, lumayan lama loh itu. Ya emg on off sih sukanya, tp tetep aja, mending kalo dihargain apa gimana, zzz boro2x. But i dont hate you or what, gue cuman gk suka cara lo, tp damai oke jgn galak2x lah kalo ngomong, cepet tua baru rasa lu (canda canda) it's funny though, cause for a moment there, you made me believe that taun ini kita bakal ber8, vwxyz sih skrg udah kemana ya gatau deh, padahal dulu udah kayak apa -_- lik ran jan ga han maaf ya terlalu expose ngomongnya, gpp lah ya drpd sebut nama bisa lebih kasus lagi haha Tuh kan bener ini post panjang abis, fontnya mau gue bikin kecil aja deh biar gk ketara banyaknya. So... it's 10.56, dan gue belom bikin bahasa, MALES. I'll write more tomorrow, good night! :) Sabtu, 09 Mei 2009, 21.23 Happy Birthday, DAD! :D :D :D Jumat, 08 Mei 2009, 07.36 Another friday. Mood: sleepy Listening to:** Akon Right, so... Another friday. Oke, hari ini ngapain aja ya, tadi pagi kan jemput acha terus ke sekolah, math (the kacangs), pe, recess, bahasa (capek), terus literacy (ngantuk), terus ke sency terus pim terus rumah acha terus pulang = capek. Ya hari ini sih intinya seru2x aja ya, ada serunya, keselnya, ya gitu gitu lah. Serunya hari ini hmmmm apa ya, the kacangs -_- sumpah itu bener2x gk ada meaning banget, btw kalo ada yg baca, sasaran empuk nih alika, kan dia suka banget tuh ngomong2x random gitu, nah itu asik abis kalo kena, motto nya dong "THE KACANGS, MERUBAH YANG BASAH MENJADI KERING... KRIK... KRIK..." udah udah ganti topik males ini pasti ntar dikacangin juga. Eh iya, ega tadi gk masuk loh, cepet sembuh ya ga kalo sakit, jgn sakit2x mlulu plis ga. Terus... tadi gue abis ngmg sama ayie gitu kan, soal masalah yg lumayan mirip, terus gue janji deh bener gue udah tobat gamau gitu lagi tp plis kalo udah kapok, jgn dikasih cobaan lg, capek sumpah. Btw yie sabar ya! :) Oh and, im watching the master loh skrg. Joe jauh lebih keren ya drpd limbad, seksi dia abisnya pinter, gatau knp gue suka banget kalo cowok pinter (curhat) apalagi kalo udah pinter, musician, baik2x gitu, suaranya bagus HAHAHA JD NGOMONGIN APA DEH, ya pada intinya i vote for Joe deh, ini limbad skrg bengkok2xin besi pake gigi, ngilu sendiri ngliatnya asli cacat beneran ini limbad jago banget linggis sampe bengkok, tp kerenan joe oke. Terus mending gue nonton dulu nanti post lg kalo bisa oke, bye! :] PS; tadi siang lo OBVIOUS banget. emg dasar bitch yg namanya karma tuh pasti ada, JANGAN SEDIH YA SAYANG I LOVED YOU KOK emg rasanya gk enak tp DULU lo bikin gua kayak gitu HEHEHE Kamis, 07 Mei 2009, 04.02 Good evening :z Acha, 15, a martian, and is obsessed with herself. Gila cha, gatau deh, ngefans banget gitu lo kayaknya sama gue ("-_-_-_-") Oh iya, itu judulnya bener banget, kayaknya gk ada deh orang self-obsessed separah acha. Suka serem sendiri, kalo lagi diem gitu terus tiba2x suka muji2x dirinya gitu terus senyum2x... Oke cukup, terus, hari ini hmmmm akhirnya masuk sekolah! Cuman ternyata nggk assembly, padahal gue sama ega kayak udah nafsu abis gitu cepet dateng, eh taunya gk assembly. Terus nonton pursuit of happyness di english, then science experiment blablabla gue gabisa mikir asli gatau kenapa otaknya gk jalan gitu sampe dea sm jayne kayaknya emosi gitu deh haha ampun. Terus di sejarah nonton step up, abis itu di math belajar dikit2x sisanya ngobrol, terus abis itu latihan drama terus pulang kan, terus sekarang gue bosen. Okay, i'm gonna be doing my bahasa assignment for the next coupla hours, mungkin maleman post lagi, bye! :) Rabu, 06 Mei 2009, 10.38 BOANG - BALEK! Mood: TIRED!!! Listening to: stc HAI. Ganteng gila gk judulnya, ica yg buat tuh. Pokoknya awalnya gara2x lg latihan drama, terus krn ada gerakan yg kepalanya dibuang, terus balik, jadi gitu deh. Semua sih pada "5, 6, 7, 8, buang! Balik!" giliran ica beda sendiri, kayak "5, 6, 7, 8, BOANG! BALEK!" terus itu nadanya super macho men (ca jgn marah plis) terus semuanya ketawa -_-" latihan drama hari ini sepi deh, gue ke sekolah juga akhirnya (males) Eh terus apa ya, oh iya tadi wall street (lagi) telat gitu deh goblok. Ternyata cuman boleh telat stengah jam trs tadi gue telat 45 menit -_-" untung boleh terus eh dulu ada yg EF di pi gk? Pernah diajar guru namanya Eric? FYI men dia ngajar di wall street skrg, gua pas liat langsung muka WEW msn, asli makin ganteng, kurusan gitu sih dia dulu kan agak gendut. OH AND, you people check acha & ka sandra's blog lagi PLIS, bagus gk layoutnya? :p :p :p liat aja blognya, youtubenya gk usah -_-", sumpah deh itu isinya acha semua gk ada ka sandranya sama sekali, tp gk deng canda, yg minat liat aja, awas cha nanti ***** suka AHAHHAHA peace Okay so its 12:48 and id better go to sleep now, kalo nggk besok gk bangun terus gue gamau gk masuk lagi besok, see ya! :) Selasa, 05 Mei 2009, 08.14 You've promised, now who should I kill first? lagerfeld, then iceberg. helmnya too fancy dipake di jakarta sih sayang BANGET, trs modelnya iceberg somehow rata banget liat deh serem :Z TAPI cool ada pink panthernya. okay, hari ini tumben banget deh gue rajin ngepost, today was.... tiring. dari pagi sampe sore sih dirumah tp badan gue sakit semua sampe ke tulang (ini gk lebay, kata mama gua flu skrg lagi jaman kayak gitu) terus sampe sore ke ws, gara2x *** td camilla sempet bt gitu MAAF YA CAM GK MAKSUT AHAHA (pake ketawa) oke terus hm balik dr ws pulang kerumah terus skrg badan gue masih sakit2x jg, gimana mau nyelesaiin english deh. oh iya, yg nonton MU siapa? PCD? BMTH? GUA MAU SEMUANYA GIMANA DONG T_T tp kalo gk salah BMTH tuh pas exam, eh iya gk sih? ya gitu lah. besok pingin masuk deh cuman kalo sakit gimana dong, eh tp ada DRAMA jadi masa gk masuk? asli bbb, slap sini biar makin ganteng tuh muke. bm bener sih, bikin emosi aja bisanya. oke mending gua tidur besok bangun pagi lanjutin essay, byebye! :] eh lupa, itu judul bercanda ya. gua jg gk suka kok kayak gini, bukan lo doang. tahanin aja kale, mudah2xan liburan udah kelar. drpd dipikirin emosi sendiri. kalo mau cepet makanya PLIS PLIS PLIS..... ya lu taulah, ilopyu kok tpnya bener deh , 00.37 Dedicated to; and this is my reaction to everything I fear, cause I've been going crazy, I dont wanna waste another minure here! , 00.13 Sick. we had it all in front of us you were the one, I was in love but you always hurt the one you lost I couldnt get enough YOU WERE EVERYTHING THAT'S BAD FOR ME MAKE NO APOLOGIES I'M CRUSHED BLACK & BLUE but you know i'd do it all again for you. Minggu, 03 Mei 2009, 09.00 AXA's blogs! ALIKA ACHA XANDRA hit the links above!		thedeceptionist Vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt. zaneta amelia. 15, young and expressive. single, and not looking. a huge fan of heroes and jack barakat spends most of the times browsing new tunes to listen to prefers cold rainy days than hot sunny days emotional, but is good in giving advices. enjoys nice stupid long talks my mood lightens up whenever i press genius and start with the maine's everything i ask for sleeping in, hot chocolates, and movies. being a kid, i had this obsession to be chun li! later on, owning a themepark seems more tempting. i dont do links for myself. ask for my msn, aim, facebook, myspace, twitter, buzznet let's talk :)		partnersincrime Alika AchaXandra Ega Janice Hanna Rani Ica Laras Udel Tewe Mita backtoyesterday + You look like Clay Aiken + Moved. + Heels on the sidewalk, begging for a back beat. + We'll hold friends close and never wanna go home. + ALL TIME BLOW. + Nothing Personal, in stores tomorrow! + Catching up! + Summer? + LETS GET JAGKED. + Birthdays! Shiz, Rani is so damn lucky. wheni'mgone + Oktober 2007 + Mei 2008 + Juni 2008 + Juli 2008 + September 2008 + Oktober 2008 + November 2008 + Desember 2008 + Januari 2009 + Februari 2009 + Maret 2009 + April 2009 + Mei 2009 + Juni 2009 + Juli 2009 + Agustus 2009		theventingmachine