Zaneta Amelia's Blog

You look like Clay Aiken

2009-08-30T08:49:00.000-07:00

skipschoolstartfight.tumblr.com

Moved.

2009-07-12T09:19:00.001-07:00

Figured posting there is actually easier. Posting in more than one site is tiring, so... I might not write that much here anymore.

Heels on the sidewalk, begging for a back beat.

2009-07-10T22:57:00.000-07:00

(via John Ohhh)

We'll hold friends close and never wanna go home.

2009-07-10T11:11:00.000-07:00

Whats on; Nothing Personal, Skip School Start Fight

As we all know......... Break's over next week. Lame. How did you spend your 5 or 6 weeks holiday, binusians? Gpp lah ya ngomongnya binusians sekali2x hahaha.

This holiday, i stayed at home pretty much all the time, dan ternyata sangat menyenangkan. Jarang2x bisa tidur cepet, nonton dvd nonstop, baca buku banyak, jalan2x sm abang2x gue, dll (liburan gue ada pr loh, student manual sialan) afterall, staying at home turned out seru juga.

Keeping this short, spend your five days wisely guys.

Pweaze!

ALL TIME BLOW.

2009-07-06T07:07:00.000-07:00

All Time Low |MTV Music

Weightless is probably the worst, low-budget, unprepared, unprofessional video ever created so far. ATL sucks! -nothing personal

Nothing Personal, in stores tomorrow!

2009-07-05T20:56:00.001-07:00

Really sorry. You guys shudve never put it on Leak.

Catching up!

2009-07-01T13:12:00.000-07:00

What's on: Hit The Lights

This might be a little late... But my hands have been pretty full lately, so yeah. My favorite GRRRRLLL HAHAHA just turned 15!! No offense lik, but you look years older, but who cares! Hope everything's gonna get better and better for ya :D

Alright, so, it's holiday, and it's lame, joking, it's awesome, but not that awesome. Anyway, what have YOU been doing? School starts in 16 days from now, how sad is that? For days, I've been watching Heroes, and it won't stop, who's to blame? :p

OH AND, NOTHING PERSONAL!!

Good Lord. Jack Barakat is gay, and so is Alex Gaskarth, but the album drops off in less than a week! Haha that wasnt good. But um yeah, I really am excited. And... I just got a Jagk shirt from Acha, I was gonna order it though, I freaked out when I saw the shirt, thank you!!

You. Are. Bored. So. Keep. On. Reading.

I'm starting to be pointless here. Bytheway, Cobra's video, the one with Leighton, is pretty sick. I checked it out yesterday and it got straight to the 1st place in mtv.com, haha. Right then, more posts coming up asap, ttylaytah!

Summer?

2009-06-18T22:33:00.000-07:00

Alright, greetings, guys and girls (i dont say "peeps" "people" etc etc) so... what have you been doing this summer? I probably shouldnt use the term "summer" since we're in Indonesia and for me, it doesnt differ that much, summer, winter, i cant tell the difference, right whats the point. The thing is, i just wanna ask, what are your fav tracks to listen to this summer? (cant help it, sorry) As for me, its been

1. All Time Low - Damned If I Do Ya

2. The Friday Night Boys - Stuttering

3. Hit The Lights - Breathe In

Whats in your playlist? :)

LETS GET JAGKED.

2009-06-18T21:09:00.000-07:00

shit he looks so damn old. why the hell did he get rid of the blondes, he lost the silly looks BUT DOESNT MEAN I DONT LIKE HIM ANYMORE, HE MANAGES TO LOOK SOOOO GOOD ALL THE TIME!

Birthdays! Shiz, Rani is so damn lucky.

2009-06-18T07:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MAHARANI YASMINE PUTRI!

People, go send her a mssg throuugh fb or write sth on her wall :)

AND... HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SUCKER!

I dont care if hes gay. In fact, thats what makes him even more appealing to a lot of girls.

Alrite. Quick update. Imma be there on the first day of being a high school kid :D Alrite then, ttyl lovers, pweaze!

This is what I've been keeping to myself

2009-06-16T09:19:00.000-07:00

Im still in love with you. This doesnt mean that I forgot what Ive been telling everyone. I do have 2 guys whove been stuck in my head ever since I dont know when, but, Im not looking, I dont want a boyfriend, suka sama orang itu totally normal kan?

The fuck with those books, Hes Just Not That Into You, Its Called A Breakup Because Its Broken, etc etc etc etc BLAH. Havent you noticed? Kalo lo cewek, dan pernah baca salah satu buku2x breakup itu, abis lo baca, pasti motivasi lo buat move on gede banget kan? All of a sudden, you found the need to love yourself, tapi coba liat, sebulan aja deh, bisa emangnya lo tetep paksa move on gitu, sejahat2xnya cowok2x itu sama lo? JUJUR.

Oke, gue jujur nih ya, gue pernah suka sama satu cowok, lama banget, lumayan lama lah, satu stengah taun, dan selama gue suka sama dia itu, gue bener2x gila banget deh, yg namanya najis tuh buset, kayak gabisa tenang kalo gak ketemu (gak lebay) Then I came to one point, dimana gue sadar, buat apa juga gue tetep sukaaaaaaaa terus sama dia kalo dianya aja aamof ignorant banget? Terus gue minta saran sama temen2x gue, BILANGNYA SIH mau move on, tau deh dari kapan ngomong kayak gitu, eh liat aja sekarang..? Move on itu paling gampang kalo ada orang baru, itu no doubt banget deh (menurut gue ya) tp kalo nggk ada orang baru? Ya bisa sih, lo spend most if your times sama temen2x lo, tp kalo temen lo itu ada yg punya pacar? Apa gak rada nyelekit kalo ngliat mereka pacaran?

Jangan dikira gak pernah gue baca buku2x buat move on gitu, buset banyak abis, waste of money aja gitu udah beli buku banyak2x, ujung2xnya cuman ambil quote2x bagus terus sedih lagi keinget gebetan, basi? Lo pernah gak kayak gitu?

Im not trying to be sok puitis or apalah however you wanna say it, gue juga gamau dibilang pesimis, basi, apalah. We have our ups and downs kan? Nah kebetulan mood gue lagi jelek banget, kondisi mendukung and I dont feel right, dan gue kasian aja sama beberapa temen2x gue (dan gue juga) yg kayaknya kok susah banget sih mau move on doang. Dari blognya Mita; I believe good things come to those who wait. I dont need to mention your names, but if you read this, I believe youll understand that this is dedicated to you, i love you :)

You're getting older, Hanna! OFF THE DEEP END'S IN STORES TODAY!!!!

2009-06-09T14:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 15TH, HANNA♥♥

OH, AND!!!!!!

OFF THE DEEP END'S IN STORES TODAY!!!!!!!! Im super excited. I downloaded Stuttering two days ago, and now, its been played for 86 times, shiz. Goldstein's awesome, TRUST ME.

Guess what? Im leaving, later today at 3, HA! I do wanna go on a vacation THAT MUCH, but sunday is just too long : (

You're the only thing that made my week seem extraordinary, and by the way, take good care of it! :p

Love the Way You Love Me - the Pussycat Dolls

2009-06-03T09:45:00.000-07:00

Not that gue jadi over PCD or sth, but I was listening to their songs and browsing through the lyrics when I realized these lines;

Mister invisible, tell me how did I miss you boy, how could you have never caught my eye? Were you there all along or were you just shy? Mister I never noticed you, tell me that you ain't got a girl at home. Cause I like it smooth like that, you're cool like that, must be good like that, I can tell by that. I'm gonna love the way you love me. So come with me and walk for awhile, can I spring you outta here and talk for awhile? Cause I even like the way you sip your drink, I like how your T-shirt cut you right.

Well umm, I cut several lines and got them shorter. Look, here's the thing... I like someone right now. Like really really really like, and the lines above, really express my feelings right now :p Luckily, all of my best friends know what he looks like and this is the first time that ALL of them bilang my crush is ganteng, because before this, pasti ada aja yg object -_-" I mean, rani kan susah blg org ganteng ya, ka sandra juga, alika juga and mmm RGH idk, gue sampe senyum2x sendiri skrg -_-

What I like about liking him is that... He spreads good influences, kayak, jadi pingin semakin pintar HEHEHE, oh and, ya, many more gitu lah, I cant write them here cause obvious banget gitu. Oh and, he's been there all along! Idk, kayaknya gue buta or minus 30 (LEBAY) tp bener deh, I noticed him just now -_- Alright, gue udah mulai ngaco ngomongnya, i'll post more later since holiday's here and I've got nothing to do :(

TTYL, Z♥

hehe

When I grow up... I wanna be like the Pussycat Dolls!

2009-06-03T09:13:00.000-07:00

PUSSYCAT DOLLS ROCKED MY JUNE. OMG OMG OMG THEY WERE SO AMAZING I COULDNT STOP SCREAMING. Right.. So, I went to their show, and it was one of the best concert that I've ever seen live, no, what I really meant was the best show I've seen live, really, I've liked them since masih SD and now lulus SMP :p But Jessica wasnt there : ( : ( : ( BUT ASHLEY WAS THERE. SWEET LORD RGH BADANNYA ITU LOH... BAGUS BANGET, MAUUU!!

I watched the show with many girls, kayak, alika janice hanna acha ka sandra laras inca ood inez shania ayie eh trs ada bangdiga sama bangwen juga deng, and there were beberapa lagi pokoknya rame banget = seru! <3>I was really crazy pas mereka bawa stickwitu, ka sandra nangis : ( terus ya I couldnt help it gitu ya :p Oh and pas mereka bawa Jai Ho, I felt like manjat ke tribune terus tarik ica kebawah (sumpah smp skrg aja masih kesenengan loh gue) oh and pas bottle pop WOOT keren banget! pokoknya bagus banget deh gue sukaaaa banget

I am really looking forward to see them perform live, again! :)

"JASK" :)

2009-05-31T07:51:00.000-07:00

I've never known such guy like you before. You own the best smile, I swear. It's not like we're having something or what, and I'm so damn happy about it. Thank you for being REALLY helpful :)

PS; I want to see you : (

Birthdays

2009-05-31T06:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, BANGWEN!

so old laah, gak deng ahaha, happy birthday ya bang! semoga makin makin semua yg baik2x :) eh ini banyak abis loh yg abis ulg tahun, happy birthday to these people:

UDEL CAPULET, ELOYS, KAK DEWI, NADIRA! semoga kalian semua yg ulg tahun tambah yg baik2x aja juga semuanya ya, amin amin amin!

exam week's been tiring, really tiring. but then, PCD's concert is on the last day of exam :) i'll write more asap

PS; SCREW GAYKEN :&

Lambert, I love you man.

2009-05-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

Kris won... Gimana dong, gue suka Adam since dia audisi pertama kali begitu ngeliat langsung sukaaaaa banget gitu kan, tp yaudah lah, gue juga nggk gasuka Kris kok, but I was hoping yang menang Adam aja : (
Y tuh kenapa ya? Panjang umur. Tadi lagi diomongin tiba2x namanya muncul, terus barusan mau nulis ini, orangnya online -_-"
libur bentar lagi, AHEIIAHEIHIHAIHIEHIEHIHE SENENG
bbf season 2 kelamaan, korean fever is everywhere yes
next week PCD asik asik
BARAKAT IS SO DAMN FUNNY, "FUCK! I NEVER WASHED THE CONDITIONER OUT OF MY HAIR! FUCK!"<3
last but not least, i dont care about how fucked up things are just now, but one thing i know for sure, i'd rather not tell stories to anyone, i'd rather keep them to myself rather than having to find another bestfriends other than you two guys, i love you :)

HAPPY FIFTEENTH EGAIBBBBB♥♥

2009-05-26T08:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EGAIB!!! emang anjing lo ga mau nangis gue baca post lo T_T (yang mau baca; nih) panjang umur + cepet tinggi ya ega!!! semua birthday wishes silahkan dibaca ulang NYEEIHIEHFHIEHIHEIHEIE

terus.... dari ega kenapa jadi kim bum? kenapa kek. orang gua suka :p masa tadi gue promosi bbf ke mama gua, eh dia awalnya kayak ogah2xan lama2x... doi ikut nonton coy -_- (budi anduk style) oiya yg baca blog gue... sabya kalo nanti banyak fotonya kim bum, drpd gue post fotonya si ji hoo (gk pernah hafal nama aslinya) ya pokoknya gitu lah, besok exam IT sm bahasa, doain plis, night! <3

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2009-05-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

Ini yang liat post ini, responnya bakal ada yang 1.) EW ANOTHER ASIAN GAY kalo nggk 2.) AHHHHHHH KIM BUM!!!!!!!!!!!! Gila diliat dari samping aja bagus banget, gak ngerti deh T_T Bbf belakangan kan banyak banget gitu ya yg nonton, pada BBFEVER (.....................?) terus banyak yg suka yi jung sm jun pyo, tp gue bener2x gk ngerti deh yg suka ji hoo (sok2x orange biat matching ama rambutnya) Pas episode 25 itu, scene terakhir yg di pantai, kan mereka pas ngadep ke sunset di shoot satu2x, awalnya jun pyo terus jan di, gila itu keren kan gue sampe bengong, pas tiba2x... mukanya ji hoo pake kacamata dengan rambutnya itu.... ketawa gue langsung. Eh iya, jadi kenapa gue tb2x nge post soal kim bum, ya karena gue emang suka aja gitu, tp juga karena, kan emg kim bum bnyk bgt ya yang suka, yaudah sih gpp drpd pada gk suka sama dia, terus tiba2x... ada satu orang yg gue gk suka eh dia suka juga sama kim bum, ya gk penting sih, cuman gue gak suka aja KWKWKWKW. Abisnya gimana dong, masa selera gue sama terus sama dia? HAHWAHW INI OBVIOUS ABIS, KALO BACA PLIS JGN MARAH

Sedikit gila, gue lg agak hyper krn besok exam science trs gue lumayan takut, okedeh, byebye

Cause if I were to choose between you and her, I'd pick... him.

2009-05-23T02:50:00.000-07:00

Mood: calm

Listening to: Libella Swing

The previous week, I've been too excited in updating my blog, but then, I got bored. Well, so, many things happened this week, but for me, Romeo & Juliet's the highlight of the week, I mean, we put hell a lot of efforts preparing the play, and it was an epic success! Thank you, for each of you who contributed in the play, I really had fun :)

Next week's exam week, and I'm nowhere near ready. I'll just cross my finger and pray T_T Oh and, I've been watching boys before flowers :p

Where are you going tonight? My house is almost empty since my parents and my brother is away, I miss them :( And as for the title, if you're a girl, you should fight, do everything so that the sentence won't be coming out from your bestfriend's mouth. I'm really scared.

Things I've been wanting to say. I think it's ruined now.

2009-05-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

Mood: mad

Listening to: -

The best thing that happened this week was uhm, I watched xmen with my brothers, the rest was :| This is what you get when you're too busy saying that you're not important and that there are other people out there who have bigger problems and you should just ignore yours and listen to them, let me tell you what will happen, you're gonna be treated like junk. I'm not telling you to care less, I'm just saying, if you think of yourself as some insignificant object, then an insignificant object you are then. Listen to people, but listen to yourself, I'm saying all of these cause my close friend wont listen to me no matter what. I'm so done with being fooled, OKAY?! These past weeks, my mood's been swinging like crazy, and I've never said this out loud, but honestly, for the time being, I can't pretend as if nothing happened. I really am sorry. But I told you earlier that I won't be watching you guys like I did before, CAUSE I REALLY AM SO FUCKING SICK, OKAY? NOW DONT BOTHER ASKING ME ABOUT THIS, DONT BRING THIS UP, CAUSE I WONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT YOU'RE GONNA SAY. Right, sorry. I'm just so pissed, it hurts when the ones you love see dont listen to you, and it hurts even more when they lie, when you know that they're lying but they wont tell you while actually you've been knowing all along. I don't like how this is going to sound, but, I think everything's ruined now. I'm so over being the one who always talk and bring things up everythime something goes wrong. If this is IT, let me know. So much for an endless friendship, huh?

PS; i love you too much, but I can't stand this anymore.

MY OWN

2009-05-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

I have my own reasons why I put this picture.

Goodbye old friend, goodbye, goodnight.

I'll move on,

you'll call it fate,I'll call it karma.

We had our time, it was fun while it lasted.

I'll look back, with honor and no regrets.

I won't be mad, won't feel bad.

These memories will never leave me.

Don't be sad cause life goes on.

It's getting too late,

tomorrow is here.
Call It Karma - Silverstein

I don't say this that much, but right now, I want a boyfriend :(

It all started since the exception I made cause I saw *i***,

I know I said all those stuffs about trauma but this one's different

As corny as this may sound... I want to be in love.

Another IT class

2009-05-11T23:18:00.000-07:00

Mood: hysteric
Listening to: nothing

Tuesday's IT class, di sebelah gue lg ada Ega Udel Rani sama Naila, terus... gua sama Naila drtd lumayan histeris liat foto2xnya Joe Sandy (gk deng, Milo Ventimiglia, tp Joe Sandy GANTENG) Oke, so, after school, 9A 9B ada drama practice ya, sampe jam 4 T_T terus abis itu gue ke dokter gigi dan pulangnya PASTI macet = malessss. Dan pinternya, I left my wallet at home, jadi nanti pinjem dari suj suj dulu.

Eh yang suka Paramore siapa? Cause i've got a story to tell, tp itu related sama salah satu lagunya Paramore. So, like, two months ago, I was listening to Paramore, I put the shuffle on and this song came up. I was bored so I sang along, and there were lines that I dedicated to this particular guy (who I liked back then) Look, I swear, I was just kidding, gue bener2x bercanda ngomongnya, I know itu parah and guess what... It really is happening. Last night masa gue mimpi ada that particular guy and... Ya gitu lah related semua, kata2x sama tanggalnya (yang gk ngerti tanya gua langsung -.-) Pokoknya all I'm trying to say is... I was just making it up, dont tell me this is happening for real cause gue bercanda -_-"

PS; I'm so tired of all the conflicts between the three of us. Gue capek kita bertiga ada masalah terus. I really am sick with us cause lately there's been hell a lot of tensions everywhere. Sorry.

Starting all over

2009-05-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

Listening to: The Get Sexy, Love Like This

Mood: calm.

If you're bored, then you should really read this post, cause this one's gonna be a long one, so.. yeah, keep on reading :p

Right, so... I had a long weekend. Saturday morning which was kemaren, I had drama practice with several people at school, then me and alika went on with my house, then kama sutra, cause there was this event by anak2x FHUI held there, bang diga perform loh! <3 Terus after acaranya, I stayed the night there, and apparently hari ini bokap gue ulang tahun :) Jadi kayak sodara2x gue dateng gitu terus gue ke gereja terus skrg udah malem and I'm exhausted.

Kan tadi gue blg, ini bakalan panjang postnya, jadi mending gue ceritain aja ya hari sabtu kmrn gimana, karena itu bener2x heaven banget. Gk nyangka aja gitu semuanya kejadian di hari yang sama. Setelah selama ini nama gue di hpnya alika NETA *****, akhirnya kesampean juga ya lik :p

So, we (me+alika) arrived di crowne plaza kayak jam 3an kurang, terus ketemu nyokap gue sm yasmine di kamar, terus ketemu bangwen sama ka astrid kan, terus kita jadi bareng gitu lah ber4 untuk lumayan lama, tp secara bangwen banyak acara, kita bertiga ditinggal2x gitu tp gpp lah ya. Abis itu, masuk kan ke kama sutranya, terus pas bang diga perform ya, gatau kenapa gue sukaaaaaa banget liat dia main drum, kayak, seneng aja gitu, bagus loh bang performancenya :D after bang diga perform, kita nonton berapa band lagi gitu terus rame2x makan dulu gitu kan, kayak lumayan sama sampe kita baru balik pas break abis maghrib.

After we had dinner... Alika langsung balik gitu kan jam jam 8an apa ya lupa, terus udah kan balik tuh dia, abis dia balik, ada acha ka sandra camilla ka derrin ina athina, rame gitu kan kaget gua tp gpp karena seru dprd sendiri, terus kita masuk rame2x, nonton dulu, ada performer namanya endah & rhessa, kayak couple gitu, gila itu lucuuuu banget, cara ngomongnya sama lagu2xnya bagus tp gk nonton sampe abis krn pada mau makan, ka sandra sm ka derrin kayak gone wild karena kelaperan, akhirnya makan di poke sushi. Eh ternyata acha sm ina harus pulang gitu, athina sm camilla jg balik kan, padahal ya dari awal itu rencananya dateng mau nonton soulvibe, terus ujung2xnya yg nonton cuman gue ka sandra sama ka derrin, sisanya nggk -_- Pas soulvibe manggung..... RIO!!!!!!!!!! Gila ya, gue bener2x gk tenang nontonnya, ka sandra kayak sampe blg "net tenang tenang" berkali2x gitu, tp bener2x lucu banget rio AHHHH GUA SUKA oh and FYI, RIO MIRIP JOE SANDY, JADI GUA SUKA 2 2 NYA HAHAHA. Terus kan mmm nonton soulvibe ya heboh2x gitu, cuman penontonnya kurang heboh pas soulvibe, hebohan pas the sigit (iyalah, kalo ntn sv kyk ntn the sigit kan serem juga) terus abis sv gue naik ke kamar, trs blablabla dulu baru tidur, hari sabtu SELESAI.

Gila ya, kemaren tuh seneng banget gatau kenapa, ya tau sih, for some obvious reasons :p tp ya jgn over excited juga, ntar minggu depannya nangis2x kan gk lucu. Tapi ya, gimana ya, gitu lah, overall seru, ada hebohnya, sedihnya, apaan sih gua udah serasa sinetron apa. Ya pada intinya minggu ini lumayan seneng dibanding biasa2xnya KARENA *I*** DAN ****A ITU KAYAK MALAIKAT YE MUKENYA LUCU2X BABYFACE GITU HAHAHA. Kan heboh sendiri gua, au bodo.

Then, gue mau bilang, biarpun gue tau gue suka sama ***** jg gk bakal mungkin gimana2x, ya bukan ngarep apa gimana, tp gue seneng akhirnya bisa suka sama orang lain setelah suka sama orang yg sama for like satu stengah taun, lumayan lama loh itu. Ya emg on off sih sukanya, tp tetep aja, mending kalo dihargain apa gimana, zzz boro2x. But i dont hate you or what, gue cuman gk suka cara lo, tp damai oke jgn galak2x lah kalo ngomong, cepet tua baru rasa lu (canda canda) it's funny though, cause for a moment there, you made me believe that taun ini kita bakal ber8, vwxyz sih skrg udah kemana ya gatau deh, padahal dulu udah kayak apa -_- lik ran jan ga han maaf ya terlalu expose ngomongnya, gpp lah ya drpd sebut nama bisa lebih kasus lagi haha

Tuh kan bener ini post panjang abis, fontnya mau gue bikin kecil aja deh biar gk ketara banyaknya. So... it's 10.56, dan gue belom bikin bahasa, MALES. I'll write more tomorrow, good night! :)

Happy Birthday,

2009-05-09T21:23:00.000-07:00

DAD!

:D :D :D

Another friday.

2009-05-08T07:36:00.000-07:00

Mood: sleepy

Listening to: Akon

Right, so... Another friday. Oke, hari ini ngapain aja ya, tadi pagi kan jemput acha terus ke sekolah, math (the kacangs), pe, recess, bahasa (capek), terus literacy (ngantuk), terus ke sency terus pim terus rumah acha terus pulang = capek. Ya hari ini sih intinya seru2x aja ya, ada serunya, keselnya, ya gitu gitu lah.

Serunya hari ini hmmmm apa ya, the kacangs -_- sumpah itu bener2x gk ada meaning banget, btw kalo ada yg baca, sasaran empuk nih alika, kan dia suka banget tuh ngomong2x random gitu, nah itu asik abis kalo kena, motto nya dong "THE KACANGS, MERUBAH YANG BASAH MENJADI KERING... KRIK... KRIK..." udah udah ganti topik males ini pasti ntar dikacangin juga.

Eh iya, ega tadi gk masuk loh, cepet sembuh ya ga kalo sakit, jgn sakit2x mlulu plis ga. Terus... tadi gue abis ngmg sama ayie gitu kan, soal masalah yg lumayan mirip, terus gue janji deh bener gue udah tobat gamau gitu lagi tp plis kalo udah kapok, jgn dikasih cobaan lg, capek sumpah. Btw yie sabar ya! :)

Oh and, im watching the master loh skrg. Joe jauh lebih keren ya drpd limbad, seksi dia abisnya pinter, gatau knp gue suka banget kalo cowok pinter (curhat) apalagi kalo udah pinter, musician, baik2x gitu, suaranya bagus HAHAHA JD NGOMONGIN APA DEH, ya pada intinya i vote for Joe deh, ini limbad skrg bengkok2xin besi pake gigi, ngilu sendiri ngliatnya asli cacat beneran ini limbad jago banget linggis sampe bengkok, tp kerenan joe oke. Terus mending gue nonton dulu nanti post lg kalo bisa oke, bye! :]

PS; tadi siang lo OBVIOUS banget. emg dasar bitch yg namanya karma tuh pasti ada, JANGAN SEDIH YA SAYANG I LOVED YOU KOK emg rasanya gk enak tp DULU lo bikin gua kayak gitu HEHEHE

Good evening :z

2009-05-07T04:02:00.000-07:00

Acha, 15, a martian, and is obsessed with herself.

Gila cha, gatau deh, ngefans banget gitu lo kayaknya sama gue ("-_-_-_-")

Oh iya, itu judulnya bener banget, kayaknya gk ada deh orang self-obsessed separah acha. Suka

serem sendiri, kalo lagi diem gitu terus tiba2x suka muji2x dirinya gitu terus senyum2x...

Oke cukup, terus, hari ini hmmmm akhirnya masuk sekolah! Cuman ternyata nggk assembly, padahal gue

sama ega kayak udah nafsu abis gitu cepet dateng, eh taunya gk assembly. Terus nonton pursuit of

happyness di english, then science experiment blablabla gue gabisa mikir asli gatau kenapa otaknya gk

jalan gitu sampe dea sm jayne kayaknya emosi gitu deh haha ampun. Terus di sejarah nonton step up,

abis itu di math belajar dikit2x sisanya ngobrol, terus abis itu latihan drama terus pulang kan, terus

sekarang gue bosen.

Okay, i'm gonna be doing my bahasa assignment for the next coupla hours, mungkin maleman post lagi,

bye! :)

BOANG - BALEK!

2009-05-06T10:38:00.000-07:00

Mood: TIRED!!!

Listening to: stc

HAI. Ganteng gila gk judulnya, ica yg buat tuh. Pokoknya awalnya gara2x lg latihan drama, terus krn ada gerakan yg kepalanya dibuang, terus balik, jadi gitu deh. Semua sih pada "5, 6, 7, 8, buang! Balik!" giliran ica beda sendiri, kayak "5, 6, 7, 8, BOANG! BALEK!" terus itu nadanya super macho men (ca jgn marah plis) terus semuanya ketawa -_-" latihan drama hari ini sepi deh, gue ke sekolah juga akhirnya (males)

Eh terus apa ya, oh iya tadi wall street (lagi) telat gitu deh goblok. Ternyata cuman boleh telat stengah jam trs tadi gue telat 45 menit -_-" untung boleh terus eh dulu ada yg EF di pi gk? Pernah diajar guru namanya Eric? FYI men dia ngajar di wall street skrg, gua pas liat langsung muka WEW msn, asli makin ganteng, kurusan gitu sih dia dulu kan agak gendut.

OH AND, you people check acha & ka sandra's blog lagi PLIS, bagus gk layoutnya? :p :p :p liat aja blognya, youtubenya gk usah -_-", sumpah deh itu isinya acha semua gk ada ka sandranya sama sekali, tp gk deng canda, yg minat liat aja, awas cha nanti ******* suka AHAHHAHA peace

Okay so its 12:48 and id better go to sleep now, kalo nggk besok gk bangun terus gue gamau gk masuk lagi besok, see ya! :)

You've promised, now who should I kill first?

2009-05-05T08:14:00.000-07:00

lagerfeld, then iceberg.

helmnya too fancy dipake di jakarta sih sayang BANGET, trs modelnya iceberg somehow rata banget liat deh serem :Z TAPI cool ada pink panthernya. okay, hari ini tumben banget deh gue rajin ngepost, today was.... tiring. dari pagi sampe sore sih dirumah tp badan gue sakit semua sampe ke tulang (ini gk lebay, kata mama gua flu skrg lagi jaman kayak gitu) terus sampe sore ke ws, gara2x ***** td camilla sempet bt gitu MAAF YA CAM GK MAKSUT AHAHA (pake ketawa) oke terus hm balik dr ws pulang kerumah terus skrg badan gue masih sakit2x jg, gimana mau nyelesaiin english deh.

oh iya, yg nonton MU siapa? PCD? BMTH? GUA MAU SEMUANYA GIMANA DONG T_T tp kalo gk salah BMTH tuh pas exam, eh iya gk sih? ya gitu lah. besok pingin masuk deh cuman kalo sakit gimana dong, eh tp ada DRAMA jadi masa gk masuk? asli bbb, slap sini biar makin ganteng tuh muke. bm bener sih, bikin emosi aja bisanya. oke mending gua tidur besok bangun pagi lanjutin essay, byebye! :]

eh lupa, itu judul bercanda ya. gua jg gk suka kok kayak gini, bukan lo doang. tahanin aja kale, mudah2xan liburan udah kelar. drpd dipikirin emosi sendiri. kalo mau cepet makanya PLIS PLIS PLIS..... ya lu taulah, ilopyu kok tpnya bener deh

Dedicated to;

2009-05-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

and this is my reaction to everything I fear,
cause I've been going crazy,
I dont wanna waste another minure here!

Sick.

2009-05-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

we had it all in front of us

you were the one, I was in love

but you always hurt the one you lost

I couldnt get enough

YOU WERE EVERYTHING THAT'S BAD

FOR ME

MAKE NO APOLOGIES

I'M CRUSHED BLACK & BLUE

but you know i'd do it all again for you.

AXA's blogs!

2009-05-03T09:00:00.000-07:00

ALIKA

ACHA XANDRA

hit the links above!

Black & Blue

2009-04-29T16:14:00.000-07:00

Mood: nervous

Listening to: Search The City, We The Kings, The Maine

Three down, one more to go! Today's gonna be the last day, finally, finally. So, it's 6:16, and I'm nervous. I was hoping I could just skip school after the ujian nasional, but then.... we still have normal classes :z

Drama practice on Saturday (big play in two weeks!!), 1000 words english essay due next week, exam next month.... I'M CRAVING FOR HOLIDAY.

Tyson looks like mr. bean, I swear. Nick has grown fatter 0.0 but they still are awesome <3 Right, so, wish me luck!! :)

Weightless, Gaskarth & Ambulance Chaser.

2009-04-25T10:56:00.000-07:00

I dont really know what I should say. As much as I am used to situations like these, this one is an exception, I can't handle this with ease. April 24, that was just yesterday wasnt it? I made you promise, but this one, it came out from nowhere, not our fault. I'm not blaming anyone. Trust me, someday, everything's gonna go back to the way they used to be, we'll get through this together. I need you to be strong, all of you. I love you, you know? Too much. Sayang banget gue sama lo tau? Udah kayak anjing sayangnya nggk nyantai. Udah jgn sedih2x ya :)

WONDERLAND.

2009-04-21T19:56:00.000-07:00

Mood: bored as always
Listening to: MILLIONAIRES

Janet Jackson's album cover freaks me out. I swear. I found a copy of her album yesterday, and I threw it cause, seriously, serem banget kayak hantu -_- It's wednesday, and... UAN is next week, screw UAN! IPA nih gila, math sih ya masih mending lah ya, gue kangen science MYP deh (ZZZ) cepet2x deh UAN biar cepet selesai gitu kan ;;

Where are you going for the next holiday, people? Keinget singapur deh tiba2x, cha jan del od mit ayodong lagi!!! Kalo nggk kita ke mos yg di ps terus nostalgila berharap ada yg ngmg "escuse meeeehh, please dont block the way!" gila kangen abis. Seafood tengah malem, nyari2x mita kayak main petak umpet di orchard, toys r us, bugis, semua deh semua. Biarin deh norak abisnya gue kangen.

Who's watching BMTH? Sampe mereka gajadi dateng ya, gatau deh gua. Udah kmrn nerd gjd, rihanna si omdo (janice aja udah nggk omdo), terus kalo bmth jg sih zzz. Hopefully, I'll be able to make a new post tonite, i've got several pics to post, ttyl<3

PS; I LOVE MY "MOMS" :)

I'll write "sincerely, yours" and sign my name.

2009-04-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

Mood: ...
Listening to: Amber Pacific

IT CLASS. Mr ricky just took my iPod and my bb -_-" Zzz. Jadi mending gue cerita soal salah masuk rumah waktu itu

JADI, waktu itu, gue baru pulang dari sing, and I was going to Ood's crib, Inez udah ada di rumah Ood and gue nyusul gitu kan, ya pokoknya males lah cerita lengkapnya, pada intinya, gue salah rumah karena suja (yg belom tau, suja is my lovely driver, orangnya polos jujur namun keras kepala) pokoknya suja kayak ngotot abis gitu kan itu bener rumahnya, terus gue udah sampe masuk kedalem rumah itu, Ood kan namanya AUDRIA, nah yg punya rumah itu nama anaknya AUDREY. Coincidence apa nasib -_- Pokoknya gue sampe ketemu keluarnyanya gitu cause they all were sitting di ruang makan and I met them, terus kayaknya pas bokapnya tau kalo gue salah rumah, he didnt let me go out to call Ood, dia malah kayak interogasi gue karena keluarganya udah ketawa semua, ya pokoknya gitu lah, gue telfon Ood dia malah ngakak gk berenti bukannya kasih tau alamat yg bener dimana _-_

Oke terus.......... UAN IS NEXT WEEK. Malesnya udah kayak apaan deh. Pokoknya abis uan harus refreshing (alah)

Oh iya, Ega cepet sembuh ya, masa lo tiap selasa sakit sih... Tiap selasa gue cuman sm rani janice deh ngmgin M.Y. (yang 1 lagi udah nggk ya gua udah damai)

I'll write more soon, take care people
:)

QUICK UPDATE

2009-04-18T21:51:00.001-07:00

Mood: Tired

Listening to: Ciwwaf

gua tetep omdo. mau update tp gajadi2x. gimana dong mau cerita soal yg salah masuk rumah tp belom sempet2x T_T
yesterday, a bbq party was held at laras' which was fun, but year 9 seharusnya yg dateng lebih banyak
i found this layout for my blog yesterday, but i havent had the time to change my layout
uan tinggal 7 hari lagi dan gua masih santai2x aja
ive been listening to ciwwaf, ava, and loads more yg bikin inget sama year 7
akhirnya bb gua trackballnya diganti!!!
hoodie macbeth gue ternyata....... ada di acha. setelah hilang beberapa bulan trs acha blg "net dirumah gua ada 2 hoodienya" HA -_-
9A & 9B's drama jadinya tanggal 13 may. YOU PEOPLE HARUS DATENG. OKE? OKE?
im gonna watch bmth nanti sama inca. HAHA NOSTALGILA
kucing gue 3 3 nya mau dikasih orang T_T
last but not least... gue baikan :) :)

oh and, i want to dedicate this to someone, which i know, kalo orangnya baca ngerti sendiri;

dont get me wrong. i just wanna be friends. all these times youve been really nice, like, very nice, too nice, but you should realize that you shouldn't do those things. yes i do like you. but, sesuka2xnya gue sm lo, gue kasian lah sm diri gue sendiri. enak aja emg dikira apaan kayak gini terus. im not mad, okay?

HELLO BRAW

2009-04-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

Mood: too pissed off jd cacat

Listening to: CIWWAF

HELLO MAMA. Lama bener ya gua gk update blog _-_ omdonya keluar, blgnya sih mau update sering2x tp males HEHEHE. Oke masa gua terakir update sebelom ulg tahun, lama jg deh. Pokoknya selama 2 minggu ini ada;

my birthday on monday! wasnt that bad. yg nyelametin gue ada alika zahra pasha BANGDIGA BANGWEN mbak gua! trs hanna darren putri camilla rani abis rani adalah gitu 1 orang gk enak nyebut namanya sama sisanya cape juga kali ye kalo gua tulis. oke terus pas aft school, my girls gave me 15 cupcakes :) anddd they made many people sign happy birthday gitu, i love you :) :)
saturday...... seru! heboh. i celebrated my birthday, thanks to tewe alika tian arwin and thallion (including acha), they all performed, thanks to semua yg dateng juga :D terus mm apa ya pokoknya seru pada cantik2x ganteng2x (mulai kehabisan ide) oh sm eloys pake dress, ilopyu loys HIHI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MITA INCA BRYANT :) :) :) makanan pas ulang tahun lo bertiga enak, esp gyudonnya mita yg gua bawa pulang hehehe
HAPPY EASTER PEOPLEEEE, jgn berbuat kemaksiatan lagi ya, tobat nih gua mulai skrg
UAN 2 minggu lagi braw T_T cepet2x selesai lah males bgt deh wkwk gk nyante

i'll write more tomorrow, kan besok IT, besok gue mau cerita pengalaman gue salah masuk rumah, karena menurut gue itu seru

salam olahraga,

zaneta rupang

March 29

2009-03-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

Mood: Curious

Listening to: nothing.

A lot of things happened this week. My uncle passed away :( drama practices, trip to bandung, etc. It's 12.05 AM, Sunday, tomorrow's my birthday and I don't know why, I'm not that excited. Fine, honestly, I know why I'm not that excited, but I don't wanna admit it.

Minggu ini yg fun dikit, paling fun cuman pas liat Hanna kejungkang di paris van java. Sumpah lu han, bukannya lgsg bangun lagi ujan2x gitu malah duduk ngakak dulu baru berdiri -_- Serius deh, minggu ini dull abis gitu gatau kenapa.

Truth be told;

I feel....... exhausted
My eyes are killing me BUT I can't sleep
I'm missing.......... someone.
I haven't been able to let go ever since God knows when
I feel stupid for number 4
I enjoy long car rides
I fear ostriches
I swear a lot
I get easily offended
I get jealous over insignificant shits
I'm trying to start over
I'm gonna be fifteen tomorrow
Gua pusing.

Maaf ya random.. OH hampir lupa, what did u do pas earth hour tadi? Seru abis yek, I saw the pics of cities around the world pas earth hour trs lumayan fun, kayak cool2x gitu. Eh besok senin, gua ulangtahun!! (Sok excited)

PS; I would love to hear your stories. Mending lo cerita, ngomong langsung ke depan muka gua drpd diem2x di blkg karena takut gua blg mt :)

I'm home :(

2009-03-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sad

Listening to: We The Kings

I'M BACK. And I'm not that happy about it. I wish we could stay there longer :( We should have stayed in Gili Trawangan for at least a night, I want more!!

Ah nggk asik nih masa lombok udah selesai sih. Jujur aja pas hari pertama sama hari kedua pas siang2xnya bosen, yg seru cuman malem2x pas berenangnya aja (dodo show off, tp boi, berenangnya keren gua akuin) sama pas sneak out dan nginep2x HEHEHE. Seru deh gue lagi denger lagu2x yg sering didenger di lombok kmrn, kayaaak We The Kings, Alex Gaudino, Mylo (square wkwk), Lady GaGa, Right Round ya gitu2x lah pokoknya, kangen men T_T Oke karena gua lg bosen dan lg super kangen sm lombok mending gua ceritain aja

DAY 1

Ini ngumpul pagi2x di airport trs sepanjang perjalanan ke lombok foto2x kayak cacat. Cuman begitu sampe sana, aktivitas sampe sedikit sorenya membosankan, jalan2x gitu, baru seru pas balik ke hotel dan berenang! Rame abis loh yg berenang, dodo berenangnya high speed, tidak bisa dilihat dengan mata telanjang (lebay) terus foto2x underwater pk kameranya tewe yg supa cool (norak dikit) lalu abis berenang pada mandi, main2x ke kamar orang, cuman akirnya bubar jam 12 gara2x miss penn rese dikit akirnya pada balik ke kamar masing2x. Gua kan sekamarnya sama alika tuh, abis digiring penn masuk kamar, akhirnya, kita manjat2x ke balkon orang lain muahaha, ternyata arwin dan tian gabisa tidur juga, akhirnya ended up ngerjain budi, mukanya digambar2x, sabar ya bud HEHEHE. Karena kebosenan akhirnya ngobrol2x dan kebablasan gk tidur sampe pagi T_T

PS; ms penn sadis

DAY 2

Nah ini jam 6 udah ke pantai, saran dari arwin, niatnya sih mau liat sunrise.... tp gatot (gagal total) karena banyak awan terus anginnya gak santai lagi. Abis itu pada mandi makan blablabla jalan lagi keliling2x, CUMAN hari ini banyak yg tepar sepanjang hari, baru seru lagi pas abis makan malem, balik ke hotel, terus berenang lagi! Cuman gk serame hari sebelomnya, krn pada capek dan males terus abis berenang mandi blablabla dan rame2x manjat ke kamar hanna, pada mesen makanan trs jam stengah 12 udah tewas secara gua ngantuk berat karena malem sebelomnya gabisa tidur

PS; hanna hobby otp sama mamanya

DAY 3

Hari ketiga sih paling fun!! Bangun2x di kamar hanna aem lgsg curhat "han... semalem tuh lu niban gua" explode langsung 1 kamar ngebayangin masing2x wkwkwkw sabar ya em. Abis itu pada mandi deCH karena bangunnya telat trs pada buru2x soalnya mau ke gili trawangan, kayak pulau gitu mesti nyebrang naik kapal goyang2x stengah jam uahwauh asik. Terus waktu akirnya sampe.......... Sedikit2x amazed mama ngeliat tempatnya. HARUSNYA STAY DISITU AJA!! Udah banyak bule (gk kayak di hotel) terus enak bgt tempatnya mana pantainya udah kayak apaan bagusnya. Begitu sampe sana ngumpul lalu pada snorkeling (gua sih nggk, takut) terus sisanya pada berenang2x, terus naik sepeda terus makan terus naik sepeda lagi. Pantat gua tepos asli. Sakit banget ini sampe skrg masih sakit pantatnya. Terus akirnya jam 4an kita balik, dinner, terus sir ike kasih speech yg ujung2xnya "ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE!!!" dengan semangat menggebu2x, i love you banget deh sir! Terus balik2x ke hotel kita siap2x lalu ke square deh rame2x, seru banget deh parah di square. Jarang abis bahkan gk pernah ngumpul kayak gitu, mana suasasanya romantis (tau kan kmrn ada yg pacaran, yg candle light, tp bukan ega ilham) terus pada seru2x dan akirnya balik ke hotel. Balik ke hotel ganti baju, terus mulai, jiwa monyetnya keluar, manjat2x balkon, sampe akhirnya ngumpul di 1 kamar, terus pada ngobrol2x. Sumpah ya, pas ega sama ilham dateng, terus mereka cerita abis ngomongin mau punya anak 8 terus namanya siapa aja gue ketawa, gk kebayang men anaknya 8 -_- Terus pada tlf room service akhirnya minta makan jam 2 baru dikirim jam 4, lelet abis z. Terus ngobrol2x, bablas sampe jam 5... Akirnya semua panik dan tepar 1 1. Overall, menurut gua hari ke 3 ini paling seru karena kegiatannya serunya nonstop!

PS; ilham (sangat) hobi mandi

DAY 4

Ini paling sedih!! Hari ke 4 nggk ada morning call, seneng abis muahaha. Gue baru bangun jaaaaam stengah 10an apa ya kalo gk salah, hpnya hanna lagunya BBB, sumpah berisik abis. Terus akhirnya pada bangun, rencananya sih mau berenang cuman gk kuat deh. Akhirnya pada mandi, siap2x taro koper terus PULANG T_T Begitu sampe di airport semua kayak gamau pulang gitu, YAIYALAH. Muka2x gk rela mau ninggalin lombok gitu deh semuanya. Terus gila abis flightnya hanna ega inez yg harusnya ke bali malah di cancel. Padahal mereka udah ninggalin hotel lebih duluan karena flight mereka jam 12 dan flight kita jam 2. Eh tiba2x delayed sampe jam 2 dan akhirnya.... cancelled. Sabar ya han ga nez. Mereka akhirnya stay di lombok 1 malem lagi, curang!! Terus akhirnya udah deh, balik ke jakarta T_T

Project weeknya grade 9 seru banget menurut gue. Makasih ya sir erik udah mau ngurusin semuanya walaupun sedikit2x brutal gitu HEHE. Berkesan banget deh sumpah pingin ngulang lagi. Pokoknya next year harus seru juga. Sedih nih udah nggk di lombok, udah nggk manjat2x lagi, nggk naik sepeda, nggk ada square, nggk ada ngakak2x di bus dll dll dll. Banyak yang sakit nih tp pulang dari lombok, pada cepet sembuh ya!!

I'll post the pics later ya, capek banget, tp bener gk omdo nanti gue post beberapa alriteeeee

Lombok!!

2009-03-15T16:42:00.001-07:00

Mood: Excited

Listening to: Right Round

Hey :]

I haven't updated my blog that much lately, omdo gitu deh, bilangnya sih mau update2x tp krn males jadi ;;

Right now, I'm getting ready. I'm leaving at 7.30, mau ke Lombok loh!! I don't wanna be overexcited, but I can't wait. Tp gue kayaknya bisa gila gk ktm sm bangwen sm bangdiga 4 hari, lu berdua, jangan kangen ya sm gua T_T

Gila nih beruntung abis yang year 9 flightnya jam 11, masa yg year 7 flightnya jam 4 -_- makanya ini gue nyantai abis, bangun kayak mau sekolah, terus mandi lama plus bisa online dulu HEHEHE.

Katanya sih hotelnya kayak gini, semoga aja bener ya

I hope the weather's gonna be great, and we're gonna have a hell lot of fun there, see ya! :]

Safe!

2009-03-12T05:10:00.000-07:00

I don't care whether he likes boys

...or even animals.

I love you!

JAVA JAZZ 2009

2009-03-08T08:52:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sleepy

Listening to: Soulvibe

Ah gk seru deh java jazz udahan. Nunggu setahun lagi men, lama T_T

Java Jazz taun ini gue gk nonton special shownya, tp gpp sih yg lain yg bagus2x jg banyak. Gue suka banget performance nya Parov Stelar, keren banget. Jujur aja awalnya kan gue mau nonton Tompi tuh, eh autis berat penuh sampe keluar2x, akhirnya gue alika sm janice "tersedot" masuk ke room sebelahnya gara2x suaranya menarik gitu, jazz tp electro2x gitu kan super cool. Dan pas masuk men WAW WAW super cool untung belom mau abis pas masuk, dan itu bener2x hampir semua orang goyang jadi ya seru banget.

Soulvibe juga bagus banget. Gue udah suka soulvibe dari lama cuman baru nonton mereka live kmrn, dan gue makin suka performancenya karena ada DYZTRK. I was at the very front, bener2x depan panggung dan menghadap ke si....... Ya taulah (HEHEHE) Dan seru aja gitu fun banget nontonnya biarpun gue kmrn nontonnya gk begitu rame, cuman ber4, tp tetep seru banget.

Overall, java jazz taun ini seru, banyak yg bagus yg diliat, tp yg paling bagus ya *** lah (HEHEHE) Not to mention kaki gua masih ngilu gara2x jumat abis pe ASSessment, trs langsung nonstop berdiri gara2x java jazz, gpp deh yg penting puas banget haha. Semoga taun depan lebih seru lagi deh, tp java jazz taun ini bikin gua puas pepes2xan sm orang, tp gpp lah hahaha.

Eh besok libur. HAHAHA.

Kamis libur lagi. HAHAHA.

23 days to go!

2009-03-06T22:49:00.000-08:00

My birthday is coming up! And I wouldn't say no to those things :p

SCREW PE

2009-03-06T22:15:00.000-08:00

Mood: Random

Listening to: Carter Hulsey

This term, pe = no fun. Cuman bisa bikin badan sakit aja mana nggk seru lagi, malesssssssssss.

Okay, so, last week, yang catholics pada retreat, and that was fun, except for the sessions, bosen men, ngomongnya formal banget, ujung2xnya pada ketiduran huahaha. Tp bonfire sm outbondnya seru, 1 kolam berenang sama ikan2x ahahaha.

Siapa yg ke java jazz? It was crazy, yesterday, me, hanna, and janice, we walked dari depan fx sampe ke jccnya, it was tiring, mana kaki sakit gara2x pe, najis banget. Terus tadinya udah mau numpang cuman gajadi abisnya serem. As soon as we got to jcc, masuk, ketemu pasha, muter2x bntr, nonton AFGAN!! terus manjat terus balik, capek bgt deh serius. Mana baliknya jalan kaki plus salah direction pula, not to mention kaki masih sakit men, udahlah gausah dibahas.

Oh iya, thanks to Naila! Gila nai nanti asap deh i'll get the book okay?

PS I LOATHE YOU = JOSH HOTZ = sedikit gila.

I prefer CLAMs than HARTs :)

Adam Lambert!!

2009-02-26T04:54:00.000-08:00

Mood: Impatient

Listening to: eatmewhileimhot

HA HA HA ENGLISH ORAL ASSESSMENT UDAH LEWAT MEN. Try out science juga, try out bahasa juga, tinggal try out math (sinting), sama drama (lebih sinting)

Adam Lambert lama banget deh gua kering nih nunggunya lama2x. Star world kadang2x iklannya suka gk santai gini sih. Gua tau emg si Adam Lambert lumayan gay tp ganteng suaranya bagus jd ya gimana dong (WEW) Oh ya btw sour sally is back!! Yesterday I went to sour sally yg di sc with hanna and ega and as soon as we got there, gue sm hanna lari aja loh dari depan debenhams sampe ke sour sallynya. Mukanya seneng banget deh kayak mau masuk surga, trs pas nyampe mesennya langsung nafsu abis PLUS sepi banget (WEW)

Eh besok sampe minggu asik nih haha. Begitu pulang tinggal 2 apa 3 minggu terus LOMBOK!! Pulang dr lombok tunggu 1 stengah minggu = ulang tahun gua!! Terus abis ulg tahun gua......... UAN. Slmt ya.

:')

2009-02-24T04:10:00.000-08:00

It feels like someone kicked you in the stomach, feels like your heart stopped beating, feels like that dream you know the one when you are falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground but its all out of your control, you cant trust anything anymore, no one is who they say they are, your life is changed forever, and the only thing to come out of the whole ugly experience is no one will be able to break your heart like that again.

2009-02-24T03:43:00.000-08:00

Mood: Lazy

Listening to: Cash Cash!

ENGLISH

ORAL

PRESENTATION.

Dikit lagi kayaknya gua gila. Bikin dulu deh ya bye T_T

Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T17:40:00.000-08:00

Mood: Sleepy

Listening to: Cash Cash

"It's no debate, when I think of you, can't stay on the track. Cause I can't wait, can't stay on track, can't hide the fact, you're all I need. Lets get this party started, kick it hard just you and me. There's a party in your bedroom, all night long, there's a lot to talk about you!"

Ha, valentine's day.

Truth be told; I don't think Valentine is a big deal, but I don't hate Valentine.

I'm gonna be spending today with my loved ones :) I have to get some things done before I could go anywhere else. I'm watching Thallion today at 3, and before that, I gotta go to school to pick up some stuffs -_-

I've heard enough of people saying fucklentine instead of valentine. Oh come on! Valentine isn't always about fancy dinner, or having a date. So instead of closing your ears everytime you hear a long song, or pretending to puke when you see the decorations for Valentine's day, why don't you just get your ass out there, find some friends, and spread some love!

Where are you going today?

Which one do you like better, Valentine, or Friday the 13th?

Whatcha Think About That

2009-02-08T07:45:00.000-08:00

Wow. No comment :x

Frozen Grand Central

2009-02-08T06:56:00.000-08:00

Mood: Weird

Listening to: Just Surrender

Have u seen Frozen Grand Central? I was at PIM earlier today, and many people were standing, frozen. I didn't get the idea at first but then I realized that they were doing the frozen thingy. It was so cool! I was lucky enough than when I got there, they were almost done, and when they continued moving, a lot of people just stood there with their jaws dropped, funny.

How was ur weekend?

How r u gonna spend ur val's day?

Sun Day

2009-02-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

VIVA LA VIDA -

THIN WHITE DUKE REMIX

Royksopp, The Killers, and now Coldplay, interesting.

I have never liked Coldplay, but now it's on repeat and it won't stop :p

Ps; I'm bored with blogspot. I've been posting in livejournal lately.

Happy lunar new year!

2009-01-25T22:26:00.000-08:00

Mood: Impatient

Listening to: Shattered Glass

Obama does single ladies!

2009-01-25T00:50:00.000-08:00

Mood: Blank

Listening to: Six Feet Under The Stars

Oh, and... I'm off the available list, I love you win :]

Forbidden.

2009-01-22T06:11:00.000-08:00

Mood: Panic

Listening to: ZNK REMIX, ALEX GASKARTH

HELP.

Priceless

2009-01-17T20:53:00.000-08:00

Mood: Warm

Listening to: ATL

OH JACK!! OH ALEX.

I KNOW SOMETHING YOU DON'T KNOW!

2009-01-10T08:18:00.000-08:00

Back.

2009-01-07T04:56:00.000-08:00

Mood: Blank

Listening to: ATL

I'm back. I was away for a couple of days, but now I'm back. I was at my grandpa's for 4 days. It surprised me that the visit this year was a bit different. My brothers were actually enjoying their time there, that doesn't happen very often, haha. I'm gonna post the pics asap when I'm bored.

Ps: I hate you. You pathetic insignificant little intruder. Get the hell away from my face. Do you actually realized that you were judging him in front of my face? Unlike you, he's never copied anyone and then swore that he was original. Stop thinking that you are better than ***a. Get real.

He makes the girls swoon.

2008-12-21T06:16:00.001-08:00

Now this is my heart;

and I'm in love.

FNB,

2008-12-20T01:02:00.000-08:00

THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID

"She's so scene;

hollywood dreams."

WHEN THE WORLD COMES DOWN...

2008-12-15T07:53:00.000-08:00

...IS GONNA BE RELEASED TOMORROW!

AND I SWEAR I'M LISTENING TO THEIR

WHOLE ALBUM RIGHT NOW.

Time off.

2008-12-10T03:46:00.000-08:00

Mood: Devastated

Listening to: Angels & Airwaves

Hey. I've got a month and a week left for my holiday, and I've been doing nothing.

Did u go to ava's concert yesterday? I did, and I really think that the show was thrilling. I went there with some friends and we really did enjoy the concert. But I was kind of disappointed that they didn't play a few songs that I was kinda hoping they would. Not a big deal though, they were awesome :)

You twi-hards must have watched the movie haven't you? I'm not gonna tell how many times I've seen the movie cus I might freak you out, but I really think that the movie could've been way better. I heard Hardwicke's been deputized, or is it gonna be permanent? It's too bad don't you think so? After I watched the movie, I read new moon for the second time, I used to hate Jacob so much but imagining Taylor Lautner saying all those lines made me hated Edward for a short period of time. So then, I finished new moon for one and a half day, and I'm dazed. But Jasper's still on top, no doubt about that. Enough said.

Well um, after what happened earlier, I've recognized that I still can't fight my feelings. Forgive me for I have been very rude, but I caught you off guard, and you seemed like you were making the most of it. After all, let's just pretend like nothing have ever happened okay?

So what you've been doing lately people?

What are you listening to right now?

This is for everyone, so, keep on reading.

2008-11-20T03:03:00.000-08:00

Mood: Insecure

Listening to: Twilight Original Motion Picture Soundtrack

Good evening :)

As you all might've noticed; exam week's coming! And you know how much I love exam week. My school's gonna be having the exams for the next two weeks, and by that, I mean holiday's coming in two weeks time, excited aren't you bitches?

So, I'm sitting on my bed (not to mention I should be doing my assignments now), listening to Twilight's soundtrack, and I feel like writing. If you think you know me, would you please read this post? Just keep on reading.

I hate the fact that when life gives me hell, I always wish that I could just skip times and be gone. I hate the fact that I can never expect too much from everyone. I hate the fact that I don't listen to myself that much, and I hate the fact that I'm easily offended.

Friends and family are the ones that's been keeping me sane for years, thing is, I'm not really sure if I've been doing a good job in doing the other way round. Being around individuals that have totally different personalities are one of my favorite part in living my life. They make me see things from their perspectives, teach me things I've never experienced, and that's beyond enough.

I am 14, but I am very sure that I've heard stories a 14 y.o. should not be hearing; at least not now. But then, by being told all of these things make feel trusted. Trusted is one of the greatest feelings I've experienced. Being trusted is knowing that you're being counted on and that your presence is somehow important in people's life.

I need a new center. I can't keep on being centered like this forever. AAMOF he's unavailable. And yes, I feel sorry our significant others even though I don't have one now. Unless you think I happen to be deaf and slow, I'm sure you know that I've been knowing all along. I know that you know that I know this won't last any longer, I don't want to stay like this forever. People's been talking that it's gonna be next year, what do you say? So, 2009 is it?

So that's it. I was just being expressive. If you feel like you're being mentioned, I'm sorry. Be safe people, good luck on your exams! :]

Are you going anywhere tonight?

What's gonna be your destination for the upcoming holiday?

Aren't meant to be broken.

2008-11-10T17:44:00.000-08:00

Mood: Beyond happy
Listening to: Rihanna

Hi. I'm at school, and I'm in the mood for writing things.

I'm not gonna blame you for what you've done. They're too much. I don't wanna ruin things between you guys, I'm not gonna take further actions. You're so lucky you have each other and you know that :) I'm sorry for all the conflicts I might've given (eventho I'm sure there weren't many) I gotta accept what's going on now, I'm not gonna complain, promise.

Are we cool as friends? I'm sure we are
Oh and one more thing, keep your promises! :]

Read, please.

2008-11-09T00:16:00.000-08:00

Mood: Empty

Listening to: Rihanna

Dear ____,

You don't think i'm blind do you? I've noticed from your first words, they totally explained how you felt. Well, if you're sitting there, reading this, please keep in mind that I do, too. You've kept me clueless for months, and now this?! Seriously, I can't, and neither can you. It's just that things have changed and we've gotten closer but it doesn't feel right, don't you think so? You comfort me, and that's beyond crazy. I'm scared, but you started this right? I was so shocked when I found out that you really had the guts to say those words, they showed that you care, I know. The last time we talked, which was, I don't know, three months ago? You were so different back then. I am never good at goodbyes. It's a big word you know. I just want to say, please, don't let this happen again. I've been trying to figure out why do you even bother? It's not your problem, really. I talked to my closest friends and they said that it's obvious. I need one, but for now, you have to decide. Would you please say something?

Hey, my day late friend.

2008-11-05T01:41:00.000-08:00

Mood: Spectacular

Listening to: Anberlin

Peopleeee! This one's gonna be short cause I was just listening to my iTunes when I found these sentences...

So let me get this straight; say now you loved me all along?

What makes you hesitate to tell me with words what you really feel?

I can see it in your eyes, you mean all of what you say.

I remember so long ago, see, I felt the same way.

Now we both have separate lives and lovers;

insignificantly enough we both have significant others.

We are who we were when, could've been lovers but at least you're still my day late friend.

Who knew what we know now? Could've been more but at least you're still my day late friend.

But thoughts they change and times they rearrange,

I don't know who you are anymore.

Loves come and go and this I know;

I'm not who you recall anymore

But I must confess; you're so much more than I remember.

Can't help but entertain these thoughts;

thoughts of us together.

Don't laugh. Something happened, ask me and I'll tell.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?

Would you rather go out or stay home?

Good night, people.

2008-10-30T07:49:00.000-07:00

Mood: offended

Listening to: Doll Domination - The Pussycat Dolls

Guess what? I was just browsing through my old files, and guess what I found?! Im gonna paste it here;

Each one of us, is an icon for our class. Each one of us is fabulous and special! In a good way. Not in that teacher's way -_- Some of us, used to hate our class too much. Some cried, begging to be transferred to another class. But, as we reached the 2nd semester, we changed our minds. We started ANTO but I guess its gone now. Thats good :] Inside the class, we have two SPECIAL celebrities. They do mindless works, and have moronic minds. One of them gets angry too often. He swears, shouts, and laughs too much. The other one makes stupid faces, gets over sensitive in math classes and is good at acting (...he was a noiseless schoolboy in semester 1)

We love drama. We heart the "crazy nanny", "hale-hale" and "cinta lawrah". We enjoy the subject so much we would prefer having drama for a whole day than IT for a whole day. We also enjoy INTERNATIONAL HUMANITIES. We are called the "special class" which means : imbeciles, deaf, retards, idiots, etc. The teacher shouts all the time she speaks. Bring your laptops to her class, play Monopoly. She won't mind.

Realizing that we might be separated next year, bringing the horrifying feelings to all of us. Reality: some are taking themselves off the school. We dislike it so much. We only have two more weeks, why spend it doing foolish assignments?

I love my 8C. I am happy with the members at present. Don't disturb, some of us bite. We are against global warming. We started the campaign. Wanna join?

--Zaneta Amelia, 8C.

Oh. My. My. The first thing that came up to my mind was THE CLOCK. I remember it clearly; I made this when Janice was moving here, that was when we only had two weeks left.

Oh, and one more thing. I should remind YOU (not you, cause I think she's too busy being........ busy) that its only a matter of time now. You could fall anytime and I'd be happy to be there, watching every step as you beg for forgiveness from everyone. You're a no one. You've never been anyone to me and you're never gonna be someone to me either. Karma exists bitch. What goes around comes around; WHAT GOES UP MUST COME DOWN. Yes it's been a half year since the last time I talked to you but you're still unbelieveably annoying. So much for being the good guy, eh? Let the curse be with you.

I'll see you around people, I love you :)

Choices.

2008-10-23T04:19:00.000-07:00

Mood: evocative.

Listening to: I Hate This Part - The Pussycat Dolls

it's raininggggg! and i love it. as you all mightve realized, it hasnt been raining that much lately and im nauseated by the sun. its cold outside, im listening to this really melancholy song "i hate this part" and im feeling super.

what do you wanna be when youre grown up? you know, earlier this week, me and dita, we were like talking about all of these nonsense things then weve decided that were gonna make a tv show together! the name of the show is "SHE SAID YOUR MOM'S FACE (...)" the blank are gonna be filled with words that were gonna change daily. if you dont get it... ask me and ill explain cause i dont think its a good idea to spill em out here. oh and fyi, we got the idea because of that one day, lim asked dita question and dita replied with high-pitched voice and lim said "thats the worst comeback ever!" and guess what dita said? "YOUR FACE IS THE WORST COMEBACK EVER!"

......

im exhausted. were gonna be having that costume day tomorrow, and i cant wait :) i really am looking forward to whos gonna be looking aw-some and aw-ful.

look at the title, it says "choices" and i am never good at making choices. you gotta sacrifice things to come up with the best choice; its never easy. i made myself some commitments days ago, its been a hard time trying to stick to those commitments, but im satisfied now :]

have you ever wanted things you could never have? howd that feel?

a lot is going on and i need to keep myself distracted as much as possible. i let go of things i thought were gonna work out; but i havent seen any progress lately so i let go. its never easy but it requires sacrifice to come up with the best choice. ive been getting things i should never have, now that i have to let go of things that i should have, it makes sense dont you think so?

do you have any plans for friday (halloween)?

what kind of costumes are you gonna be wearing?

The All-American Rejects

2008-10-07T07:50:00.000-07:00

Mood: Warm
Listening to: Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well hope it gives you hell

I love you Nick Wheeler!

Apathetic day.

2008-10-06T05:21:00.000-07:00

Mood: Exhausted
Listening to: Recently added; iTunes

IM BOREDDDDD. and so are you. hey, what's up? i have one whole week left for this holiday, and im running out of ideas. what have you been doing lately people? i've been reading pretty little liars novels since last week, i finished three books in four days, but im stuck in the fourth book, guess why? im in love with this character named Ezra, and he left in the third novel so i dont have any interests in reading it anymore :x

have i told you? there's a new centre now. HAHA RITE, DONT LAUGH. its insignificant tho, so, wont matter that much i guess? it's *****, ask me, and ill tell you. i just figured that last week, i've been knowing it for years but now, i am amazed. srsly, ive been seeing the photos and stuffs and i couldnt stop staring. the old one's deputized (isn't that obvious?)

where did you guys go last week? how was the traffic?
did you have fun? any stories you'd like to share?

note; buat yang lebaran, maaf lahir batin yaaa, maafin ya kalo ada salah yg sengaja sm yg nggk sengaja :]

Random questions

2008-09-26T05:50:00.000-07:00

Mood: Chill
Listening to: Kanye West

HAVE YOU EVER...

- been on the phone for more than 4 hours?

- cheated on your bf/gf?

- wished you were someone else?

- lied to everyone just so you'd fit in?

- made up stories so you wouldn't be blamed?

- spread you bf's secret just so you wouldn't be blamed?

- picked your bf/gf over your best friends?

- done something you didn't feel like doing?

- been under someone's control?

- hated your friend because you are told to do so?

- had your day ruined just because you saw your crush talked to another girl during recess time?

- copied someone and swore to everyone that you were original?

- cut yourself?

- borrowed things from your friend and have been keeping it until now?

- looked at yourself in the mirror and hated how fat you looked?

- been on a diet cause you wished you were skinnier?

- envied and hated someone else just because you thought they were perfect?

- felt embarrassed of your friends then later ditched them so you could hang with the better ones?

- made up stories so people would believe that you are popular?

- been called a bitch?

- spread your BFF's secret so people would like you?

- been caught telling a lie?

- spied on your crush?

random questions :| i'm bored, like, totally. i don't really dedicate these questions to anybody particular, i made these up, fill 'em if you're bored. i know you are, cause if you're not, you wouldn't be sitting there reading my blog til here.

have a good day bitches!

oh and, get a life miley cyrus.

xx.

2008-09-09T07:59:00.000-07:00

Mood: Agitated.
Listening to: Just Surrender, MILLIONAIRES

Right. I've been ignoring my blog again -_- So um, it's exam week, and don't ask me what's up cause you know what's the answer's gonna be; not much. Lately, I've been thinking about the person in my previous post, and I just found out that I'm the lamest person I've ever known. The fuck with it, leave it, like I said "the hell you do exist, fuck you karma." Someday, you'll gonna be the one saying it, babe :]

soooo, about an hour ago, i was just browsing the internet, you know, friendster, facebook, and stuffs, and i kinda get irritated by those girls who upload pics then write captions like "ehmagawd i'm so freakin fat" "omg i am so ugly" "ew look at my face" and I was like "RIGHT, YOU'RE SO UGLY AND YOU FACE DISGUSTS ME. SO CAN'T YOU CHANGE THE CAPTION?" what's the whole point of uploading them then? get a life. thing is, you won't even upload them if you don't think you lood good in those pics. admit it that you do think you look good and that you just want people to give you comments like "awww youre such a goddess i wanna be like you" "i envy you for being so perfect" and blablabla. stop it cause i'm about to puke.

in the past month, there were tensions everywhere. seriously. oh and, i was there at The Used's concert, and they were good :) i thought the concert was gonna be more crowded and um, more chaotic? but it wasn't. they were really cool, aha. but i was hoping that they could sing "blue and yellow" and "earthquake" and "let it bleed" but they did nooooooot :( it its cool though.

so, i finished breaking dawn weeks ago, and for me, the ending's not really that good, well, it is unpredictable, but it's just so simple. she could've written more details or even put more scenes and conflicts.

i'm not a desperate, whore! i've got class, bitch, please!
every guy that looks your way, you drop down to your knees!

to tell the truth, i really really am bored right now. i'll write more tomorrow. and oh, i love MILLIONAIRES.

xox.

2008-07-23T03:03:00.000-07:00

Mood: Not so good
Listening to: Reach - Eyes Set To Kill, I Put The "Metro" In Metronome - Cute Is What We Aim For

IVE BEEN IGNORING MY BLOG SINCE LIKE, FOREVER? Forgive me for being so lazy. So um, I was in Europe for two weeks but the rest... Told ya I'm too lazy. Well, I had fun in Europe, I visited lotta places, I was planning to make posts about my trip but I'm not in the mood for it. I'm up for something different.

I passed grade 8! And now, I'm in 9A. I miss 8C, like hell, but 9A is pretty good too, but 8C is........ indescribable. If we could be in one class for just a whole week, I promise I'd be good to everyone! But, we're gonna be having that pot luck party in weeks, awwww, cant wait :D

So, this is what I'm up to. New school year, new classmates, new this, new that, and blah blah. But something has not changed. It's this thing that I've been admiring since November last year. This thing, it's like, a public secret, trust me. But then, seeing conditions in present, I've decided that I'm going to keep this more private so that it wouldn't be obvious. You might think that I'm taking this this way too seriously, BUT, if you were me, you'd do the exact same thing I believe. I've put Reach on repeat for days. Out of nowhere the song popped out and I read through the lines. Great. Exact same condition. I still remember her quotes: "you'll get your chance, trust me." I believe that. I've been keeping this very private lately, I've talked to few people and they listened well, thanks to the four of you, you know who you are :) One of them said very nice things and I believe those words, some cheered me up and again, thanks :)

I've been trying to quit. But isn't it obvious that I've been failing too? ____, surrounded by everything that seem to be so perfect, is what I've been dreaming of for months, pathetic isn't it? I can never get this over with. They told me to cut it out, believe me, I tried. I was very confident at first that everything seemed to went on pretty well, then something came out from someone and it hit me so hard I decided to give up. It's for my own good I guess. It's so perfect I don't think I belong there. It is there though, in front of me, but it's just not for me. Maybe not now? We'll see.

I talked to one of my best friend who knows me very well yesterday, this person, have known me since I was in year 7 and since grade 8 we became close and this person is a great friend. Let's call this person A. A said I should not give up, A believes that I'll get it somehow. I just can't figure out the end, when will it come and how will it be.

Seriously. I realized what I've been doing for months and I feel like an imbecile. Is this all worth it? Will it worth the wait? I gotta get used to this, I'll keep trying. And... If you read this, well umm, really I don't know what to say, not a word.

Have a good one everybody, you know I love you :)

2008-06-19T10:24:00.000-07:00

Mood: Sick in the head :/

Listening to: Cute Is What We Aim For - The Same Old Blood Rush with a New Touch

I spent the past few hours watching The OC. God I am left far behind :| Welllll soooo, It's 12.30 and I would like to say:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANISSA MADJID!!!!!!!

Haha, everyone, tell her happy birthday! :D .....I came up with nothing to write, so, I'll be spilling my oh-so-ironic story from yesterday I guess.

Yesterday was Rani's birthday (HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN RAN!!!!) anddddd some of us planned that we were gonna show up in her house, BUT, turned out, many of us couldn't make it there so yeah, at the end, it was just me and Mita. First, I picked her up at her house, after that, we grabbed the cakes for Rani (we got four little cakes haha) and after that, we stopped at Pim, met ka Sandra and we had our lunch there. After that, we carried on to Rani's. We showed up in her house, and her grandma was there, she called Rani downstairs and when Mita was holding the cake, I took a quick look to the 2nd floor, checking if Rani was there, but when I was about to check it, Rani showed up right in front of my face and we jumped and her face was aw......................ful. HAHA JOKING RAN! So, she blew her candles, and she made some wishes, you should've seen her face that time, she was in such a rush and she couldn't stop shaking and I was like "Ran, quit dancing." HAHA. Well so, after that, we went straight to her room, we ate the cake and stuffs. After a few hours, we gotta get going, so we took off from her house and he headed to pacific place. We talked to Andre and Arwin and they said that they were gonna join us. After we got there, we went straight to GAP to get some stuffs and after that....... we spent the remaining hours sitting at pancious like some dipsticks. I swear, that was horrible. We were waiting for Andre and Arwin. They. Kept. Us. Waiting. Inside. The. Mall. For. Hours. After hours, they finally arrived, and 10 mins after that, me and Mita, we left. Andre complained that we had to go but it was not our fault all the way. So we left, haha. And you know what's very funny? It took me 2 hours to get home. I left at 6.30 and I got home at 8.30. I called Alika, but she was busy, I called Rani but she was having a family dinner, I couldn't call Naila and I tried a few other people but they were all busy. I had nothing to do inside the car. My stupid CD just got American Hi-Fi's songs all shuffled, and I got enough of them by the time it was 7.00 -_- I slept for like half an hour but when I woke up, I was nowhere near home and I promised myself that I will never ever leave the house again, OR, if I really have to, I would go home BEFORE 5 or AFTER 8. When I finally got home, I saw my dad sitting in front of the TV, reading papers, and was all by himself. I figured out...My mom was trapped somewhere, she said some cars crashed or what I forgot, and my brother was nowhere to be seen inside the house I guess...?

Well that was yesterday. Today; I woke up at two!!! I made a record!!! (backsound: clapping, cheering) I fell asleep at three the night before, that was earlier than the usual. Holidays, I sleep like at 4/5/6? That's why I love them haha. So, I slept at 3 AND I WOKE UP AT TWO? I went straight to the computer and I checked that if Rani was awake or not, because, we all know that she wakes up as the sun goes down. AHAHA. And then, she was up -__- She woke up at 1 and I was ashamed that she got up earlier than I did --. Then, I grabbed some bread, I took my shower, and i watched 5 episodes of The OC, STRAIGHT! Haha. By the time I was done, I had my dinner, then I continued watching 2 episodes, haha. Well, that was today, I'll write more soon!

me-love-you :]

2008-06-15T14:03:00.000-07:00

Mood: Random

Listening to: ALEXA; All Time Low

Lately, I've been listening to ALEXA - Maafkanlah and All Time Low - Dear Maria too much I guess. So, hey! It's 3.50 and I can't sleep. Finally, my parents are back in their room now. They've been sleeping in my room for like, 4 days in a row and they forced me to go to sleep at 12. Wtf. They kinda renovated their windows or what I don't know, I'm just so happy I got my room for myself back now :]

Yesterday was a pretty tough day, and also was the day before and yesterday, and yeah. Pretty fucked. Things got screwed and so did I. Something bothered me and I should not mention what was it or who were involved. But here's some clues; I told you I am unattached and I don't find it interesting in quitting it. Got it? I'm sorry I've been rude, I'm just trying to tell that I am in accord with my commitments :) (well, I kinda dedicated this part for someone I guess)

Thank God I finished Dial L For Loser 2 days ago. Aw aw aw. And I've been thinking about Cam Fisher ever since. Funny eh? Knowing that he's just a character, but I happen to heart him so muchmuchmuch <3

Oh ya, today, I had a photoshoot with my family, we were like, dressed or wtvs, but my brother suddenly came up with an idea like "hey, why dont we put some silly faces while were wearing all this suites and blahs?" luckily, everyone agreed, but I think I'm too silly to put it here right now. I don't feel like writing anymore, so, see you soon?

me-love-you :]

2008-06-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

I CUT MY HAIR!!!

Hahaha yea rite. I kinda regret it that I cut it cause its too short, but its holiday, im gonna wash my hair like, twice a day? Haha. Sooo, it's 10.48 and Im online and apparently im not chatting with anyone. To tell the truth, I kinda miss school, ha ha. Im kinda random wite now, I just set my iTunes to shuffle, and the songs that appeared mostly were AAR's, haha I heart them. 11.11 P.M. is blasting through my stereo now and I feel like singing along, hee. Well, im in the mood for heaven on earth! Get it? Haha. I can never get over and can never get enough. I was pretty pissed that my friend didn't tell me about something, about her and one of my "heaven on earth" I remember Toto screamed "WHO ATE YOU?" and I laughed so hard because of his expressions. But at the end, i talked to her and things got better, hehe. Oh God im too bored, gotlovetokill@live.com there you go, private msn, ill be up for any conversations, see ya

me-love-you :]

Farewell :')

2008-06-06T11:46:00.000-07:00

8C;

FAREWELL. Yeah abis hari ini 8C farewell. Sedih abis lah cuman fun, hahaha. Jadi tadi kan kita kayak nonton Made of Honor. Filmnya aww banget, and we got the whole premiere to ourselves! Eeeeh tp tb2x ada 2 lesbi masuk. Zzz. Fun abis lah hahaha. Filmnya lama, mana gua duduk sebelah Chasty lagi, udah bukan Made of Honor malah Made of Horror. HAHAHA BERCANDA CHAS LOVYA. Terus abis nonton pada gila2x gitu ah top lah 8C lain kali jalan lagi gua gamau tau :]

YEAR 8;

WOO HOOOOO, FINALLY, ITS HO-LEE-DAAAY! Well yea, we're pretty screwed, tp udah libur, siapa yg peduli? Aw aw aw. Gua ga peduli lah nilai kayak gimana yang penting udah libur. Asli ya pas exam sih ZZZZ stres gak sih hahaha. Gila, year 9 aja gitu akirnya? Penasaran gua ada anak baru apa enggak sama kelasnya kayak gimana, ya mudah2xan aja kelasnya seru hahaha. Coba deh lo inget2x, lo dulu awal year 8 mainnya sama siapa, deket sama siapa, suka sama siapa, lo pengennya apa, terus lo bandingin sama sekarang, beda gak? Dapet gak apa yg lo mau? Gue inget2x sendiri, dulu gua suka sama ******* waktu awal year 8, eh skrg? Dulu gua deket banget sama siapa terus skrg sama siapa. Dulu gue kesel sama siapa eh skrg? Beda abis lo. Bisa aja lo dulu ngerasa "anjing gue hebat banget nih gue punya semua yg gue mau" tp akirnya...? Haha. Tau maksut gue.

FUCKING FUCKED

2008-05-19T05:13:00.000-07:00

Hey. Today was a blast... Jk. it wasn't. One word to describe today: indescribable. I have these shits running through my head, spinning around like some brain-damaged ballet dancers. To tell the truth, I don't really know what I'm about to write. I was just sharing what's inside my head.

I am fucking fucked. Pretty pissed, and about to explode. A friend told me that one of my friend talked about me behind my back, but the intensions seemed to be pretty nice. They were talking about something related to changes. I should not name them, but for your clue, I call this boy who talked behind my back as "heaven on earth". Well, what was on his mind, the whole thing, it's not right. No, not at all. I was trying to do my best so that he wouldn't be far. But guess what? I did my best and he's staying away now. That's why I'm pretty messed now.

Highlight of the day; Janice is back here, finally. It's funny knowing that a year ago, we were having a hard time that we had to be separated from her. A year has passed and she finally moved back here. She's in 8C, which happens to be my beloved class. She was not that noisy today, haha what's with that Jan?

I noticed something today when I was having my lunch. It's about my class. Well I don't know what's with us, but we were doing that well today. We only have 17 days left. Guys, please, we are not going to waste our time, aren't we? I downloaded this widget to my dashboard. It's a countdown for 8C. With the days, hours, minutes, even seconds, haha. I just hope that we could survive the remaining days without fighting or whatever. I needed 10 months time, to get used to my class. Months ago, I cried, begging to be transferred to another class. I don't want that to happen again. Last week was our best week I think. We don't sit together at lunch anymore. That's kinda sad for me.

See the top of this post. I put the pic that we took last week. Andre looks lie a total hippie right? Hahaha. To let you know; I am not having not at all now. Today's all messed up. Oh yea, incase you're reading this: I've had enough problems today. Would you mind shutting the hell outta here? Well this is for somebody that we may already know who :]

Have a good day, sorry for the harsh words :)

The Hwa Chongs!

2008-05-16T06:16:00.000-07:00

Halo! Ya, jadi hari ini kan anak2x dari Hwa Chong itu pada masuk kelas gue (8C), awalnya gue kira mereka bakalan yang kayak freaks banget dan gabakal bisa diajak ngomong soal apapun selain pelajaran... TERNYATA bisa diajak seru juga.

Ya taulah Ms. Angai kan pengen banget semuanya kayak serba perfect gitu, bayangin aja, gue, aem, sama elle disuruh bikin kayak tulisan gede gitu dari styrofoam yang tulisannya

"WELCOME, DARREN, JARREL, PATRICK, TO 8C'S MATH CLASS!"

Ya kurang lebih kayak gitu lah ya. Gue shock pas liat. Terus masa, eun hye sampe disuruh bawa balon sih? Balon yang ada gasnya gt, ck. Emang gila. Eh eh terus seru abis, kan pas awalnya mereka masuk kelas kita gitu, langsung pada ke pintu pada say hi gitu ke mereka, terus kita duduk dan main game blabla. Masa ya, kan kita ngebahas ulang revision #1, itu lumayan susah gitu ada beberapa yang rada susah, kita ngerjain kayak 3 sessions gak selese2x gitu gak ada yang konsen, salah2x semua lagi, sementara mereka, Jarrel ya kalo gue gak salah, ngerjain 10 MENIT CUY. Gak ada yang salah. Jawaban bener semua. Gila abis kan. Hahaha. Terus pas the end of the session, kita kayak disuruh introduce ourselves terus disuruh nanya2x ke mereka tentang apapun. Yang gobloknya Mario translate ngomong pake bahasa cina. Sumpah kocak abis hahaha. Terus kan gue nanya mereka kalo weekend gitu biasanya ngapain, yang 1 jawab bikin peer, yang 1 lagi jawab biasanya jalan sama keluarga dan bikin peer, yang 1 lagi jawab tidur dan jalan2x. Hhahahha fun abis. Mereka ternyata anaknya baik2x gitu, terus kan ditanya, kelas mana yang paling mereka suka di binus, terus mereka jawab 8C!!!! Katanya karena anak2xnya friendly terus katanya kelas kita warm banget pas nge-welcome mereka. Sweet abis deh. Padahal kemaren gue udah males abis sama anak2x Hwa Chong, mana sampe Naila sama Andre salah sebut nama jadi Cwa Hong, Hong Cwa, Hwa Bong, BAHKAN MBAK CONG HAHAHAHA.

Pokoknya pada intinya mereka seru, makin seru karena belakangan kelas gue jadi makin kompak. Sedih gak sih udah mau pisah huhu T__T Pasti kayak gini deh, kalo misalnya kelasnya mau pisah baru deh kompaknya parah2xan, padahal dulu............

Dealing with the writer :]

2008-05-10T02:47:00.000-07:00

Hi :] I had my 1st post months ago and haven't written down anything since. So, here are some intros :D

Name: Zaneta Amelia. Neta for short.
Age: 14 year young.
Hair color: Black
Height: 5' 2''
Relationship status: Single
Favorite color: Red
Favorite song/singer: Chiodos, MILLIONAIRES
Favorite childhood friend: Mita Nadzira & Alm. Alvin :')
Favorite person in life: Beloved brothers
Biggest fear: Ostriches

There you go. Please ask for more! :]

2007-10-21T23:10:00.000-07:00

Hello :-) Okay, this is my first post and I don't know what to write, haha, bye!